For the first time.

twentytwo

*luc's pov*

It had been a week since James told me, he was going away for a bit we'd been carrying life on like normal but today was saturday he was leaving today, without me. To say i'd miss him was a bit of an understatement due to the fact i'd even miss him when he'd go to the loo. James put a few bags in to the back seat of his car, the rest was in a removal van along with his parents belongings. He made his way over to me and embraced me into a big hug, picking me up and spinning me aroun, when he placed me down he instantly kissed my lips not letting go of the lock he had around my waist. I parted and barley managed to say anything " How long James?" i said trying to show a reasurring smile although my eyes showed anything but reasurrance "around a week, maybe more" he said quietly, hoping i would'nt hear the last bit, but i could it was like he was screaming it throughout my body. "what?! longer? what do you mean? you said a week" i said my voice becoming higher nd higher "i didnt say deffinatly a week i said hopefully a week" he said embracing me into a massive hug, i could feel the tears falling down my eyes and burried myself more into James, i didnt want him to leave. He went to step out of the hug and thats how i knew now was the time he was leaving me. "I love you" he said kissing my forhead "i love you too" i said reaching up to give him a small kiss. He stepped away and got into his car, closing his door and opening the window "come here you" he said gesting me to come over to the window "i dont want you to go" i said reaching the window of his car " i have to but ill be back before you know it" he said giving me a small smile "be back soon okay" i said hoping he would go quickly so he wouldnt see my mental breakdown "i will, i love you, dont forget im only a phone call a way" he said giving me a small kiss to my freezing lips "i love you too" i said walking away from the car nd up the street, i heard him pull off and thats when i knew it he was gone.

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notes:

crap,crap,crap. i know sorry thanks for supporting me guys :*** sorry for spellings and things. been so busy with schoooool so ill update as soon as possibe. x