For the first time.

eighteen

*lucy's pov*

We got back to mine, and i got cleaned up and slipped myself into a crop top and a pair of gillyhicks shorts. While James sat in the living room on the bean bags  (i was gonna get a sofa but me and James prefered the bean bags and so we kept it like that)  he sat there contemplating what to watch. Once i was done i made my way into the kitchen to get a few snacks when i felt company watching me get the two hotchocolates out of the microwave. I heard a sly giggle and turned immediatly "James do you enjoy watching me?" i said bringing my eyes to meet his "yes, all the time" he said walking towards me with a smirk on his face, as i lent on the kitchen unit admiring his every steps. When he finally reached me he tilted his head down to join my face, and connected our lips together. We shared along passionate kiss taking little breaths in between of laughter as james bit my lip, which felt rather strange, in a good way. He then lifted me up and put me on the kitchen unit keeping our lips connected and stood between my parted legs. We'd stopped kissing for a few minutes as he explored the side of my neck leaving me with yet another mark to join the last one he gave me, he said it suited me, wereas i dont think the world would agree and i had been trying to hide it from everyone, whilst he was gently sucking on to my bare skin i would let out a few moans and groans from the pleasure in which was growing inside of me, he quickly connected our lips back together removing his hands from my arse and putting his hands on my thighs instead, moving his hands higher and higher, slowly tracing over my area a few times. He had stopped his hands on my area when i quickly diconnected our lips "Whats up babe?" he said concern written all over his face " Erm" Was all the managed to slip out of my mouth,  he continued to look at me in concern "its that time of the month" i began to instantly blush and started to look down at the ends of my hair while he still looked at me "awh, i was getting worried, ahah sorry is there anyhthing i can do for you? Do you want a hot watter bottel? a massage? are you in pain?" he said lifting my chin up to face his "no, no im fine, and dont be sorry, i was really beginning to enjoy myself to say the least"  i said giggling "Im glad i make you feel that way" he added a little cheeky wink and began laughing a bit leaning down to kiss my forhead then just resting his forhead against mine,  we gazed in to eachothers eyes. I didnt know what to do, but i quite liked the way we were now, and i felt that i loved James more than ever, i connected our lips back together and my hands began to follow what my heart was saying while my brain fell asleep. My hands were tugging at the bottom of James's top, asking for access to explore what was underneath, he granted me access and helped me to lift his top only parting our lips to get his head out of the top, then quickly colliding our lips back together. I dont know what my heart was feeling or thinking but it continued to control my limbs, i felt James grind against me i joined in and soon felt his hard erected penis against me. A rush of courage took over me and i began to tug on to the top of his jeans asking for access once again, he parted from my lips and just gazed in to my eyes, while i hooked both my index fingers in to the loops of his jeans "babe, i want to but.." he said i was astonished, i know i wasnt his first love and he'd probably had a few experts experiencing his long dick in his mouth but, was i not enough i thought he loved me, i was so confused. "..but what, im not an expert, your the one i love, im sorry im not like any of your experienced girls" i inturuppted a little bit aggravated, i felt my cheeks going extremly bright red at what i'd just said, i didnt know what had just come out of my lips. "no, no, no, dont be so silly, i mean i dont want to force you into anything.." "no, no, no, no, no, i love you so much mr mcvey, and this is just one of my ways of showing you" i said again inturuppting "lets get up stairs then" he said with a smirk lifting me other his shoulder, as we began to make our way to my room.

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