My Perfect Year

January 7th, 2014-Tuesday

"When is she going to wake up?", I hear someone ask. My eyes flutter open. I see Basilia standing next to my bed. "Hey sleepy head. I was wondering when you'd finally get up. I was hoping the doctor would let me take you out shopping today but she's very........ mean", Basilia says. Cullen walks in the room. "Hey sleeping beauty I was starting to worry that I wouldn't get to kiss you... I mean see you today", Cullen says coming over and kissing me on the head. "Where did Mark go?", Basilia asks Cullen. "Im here don't worry bae I didn't get lost", Mark says waltzing in like he owns the place. "Im surprised I thought for sure you were a bigger idiot", I say in disgust. "Missy!", Basilia yells at me. "He's a jackass get him out of here!", I say. Basilia and Cullen look at Mark. "Your heard my princess get out of here", Cullen says. "Fine I'll be in the waiting room", Mark says as he shrugs his shoulders and walks out.

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After Dr.Lenny confirms I'm "bed ridden and not allowed to leave". Basilia and Mark leave and Cullen and I are left in the room alone. "Your mom called and said she would come bye tomorrow", Dr.Lenny says. "Ok", I say. Dr.Lenny leaves and says she won't come back in unless we need anything. As soon as she leaves Cullen walks over to me and sits on the bed next to me. "Come and lay next to me", I say. He lays down next to me and I call for a nurse to get me some food.

I'm so weak I can't even hold the spoon. Cullen quickly grabs the spoon and feeds me my chicken noodle soup. "Why are you here?", I ask breaking the silence. "Because I love and care for you deeply", Cullen says to me like its obvious. "Well I was just wondering since you sent me a text about us needing to talk", I say worried. "Yeah I wanted to talk to you about James. I know his situation and I NEVER want you to be pressured into taking drugs if he offers them to you", Cullen says seriously. "Ok. Im done with the soup", I say. He sets the bowl down and grabs my face. We kiss intensely. I start to become worried, stressed, depressed, and dizzy all at the same time. "Missy babe don't leave me! Stay with me your ok", Cullen says holding me upright. I come back to and pull him closer shutting out everything else Wrapping my hands around his neck I kiss him like I have a limited time to be with him. "Missy I love you", Cullen whispers into my ear. "Cullen I love you more", I say whispering back. We have a short "I love you more" fight. Then he lays back down next to me. It's only 7:00pm but when my head hit his chest I fell into a deep sleep.