My Perfect Year

January 4th, 2014- Saturday

I open my eyes and look around. I turn back to my chair and see Janes sitting their. I glance at the clock 3:00am. "What the hell are you doing here?", I whisper. "Sorry sometimes I sneak up your balcony and come in here to watch you sleep", he says blushing. "Well that's not creepy at all", I say a little to loudly. "Sorry but I need to tell you something. The reason I visit your mom. You see my dad died the year I turned 11 and I was just starting middle school. I got caught in the wrong crowd and starting using drugs, not just one drug any I could get my hands on. I used so many that I started getting sick. My mom took me to the hospital, long story short I'm only supposed to live until I turn 14 and I turn 14 in November. After the whole thing she thought I could use a fresh start do we moved here and I got a counselor", he says starting to cry. "Come here and lay with me", I say tearing up. He walks over and we fall asleep, me in his arms.

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"Missy", I hear my name as if in a dream. "Missy", I hear it again. I open my eyes and see James standing over me. "Hey. Good afternoon. Its noon", James says. "SHIT", I yell frantically getting up. "I was supposed to meet Chloe, Macy, and Hazel an hour ago", I say. "It's ok. I called and rescheduled for 2:00pm. Is that enough time for you to get ready?", he asks. "Yeah, perfect. Thank you", I say and hug him.

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When 2:00pm comes around James is still at my house. My mom is "watching" him because his mom and step dad don't trust him by himself. As I get ready to go downstairs James grabs me and says "I want you to be my first and last kiss". "Ok. I will be. I promise. First I'm going to kiss Cullen, I want him to be my first kiss. Then I'll kiss you, ok?", I say getting chocked up.

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Chloe, Macy, Hazel and I arrive at the spa. "This is nice. No stupid boys or men or anything", Chloe says. "For real doe, Bernard I swear is purposely avoiding me", Hazel says irritated and sulking. "Well than dump him, and dump him hard. Like I did with Bentley", Chloe says. "Wait I thought you both decided to break up", Macy says. "Oh sweetie no. We decided we'd tell people that so we could keep our reputations. He didn't put a ring on it so I kicked him to the curve", Chloe says.

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I arrive home and walk into the kitchen. I get a text "Hey sweetie I took James to the park for our session today. I think Cullen's their though", I was my mom. "Cullen", I say. "Yes", he says and comes around the corner with no shirt on. He walks up to me and grabs me around the waist. "Finally a chance for us to kiss", he says as he pulls me in. Our lips touch, I swear it was the most magical thing ever. I'd go into more detail but, to bad you thirsties.

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My mom pulls in the driveway with James in the passenger seat. Cullen stops kissing me and runs to the bathroom to put his shirt back on. I hop off the counter and wipe it off quick in case I left a butt print. James and my mom walk in as I "text". "Where's Cullen?", my mom asks sounding suspicious. Oh he went to put his clothes back on", I say trying not to laugh. "WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY?", my mom asks starting to flip out. "Settle down mom I'm just kidding. He went to the bathroom", I say giggling. "Yeah and actually my mom just texted me and said she's here. So bye guys", Cullen says emerging from the bathroom. Cullen kisses me on the lips this time and leaves.

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I go to my room. "Sorry you had to see that", I say to James who ran up the stairs right after James kissed me. "Its ok. Now I can kiss you", he says. "Not today. Maybe in a few days, ok?", I say. "Thats fine babe", he says laughing. I couldn't help but laugh with him.

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An hour goes by and it's 6:00pm, James is still at my house. He's staying for dinner. I can't help but wonder if he still does drugs, but I'm not going to ask him either.

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8:00pm comes around and Janes is asleep on my bed. I walk to him and kiss him on the cheek. His eyes flutter and he says my name. I begin to think about what to do regarding James and Cullen. Cullen is so sweet and I've wanted him to be my boyfriend for forever, but James is so wonderful and has a limited time to live. These are the things I think of as I slowly drift off to sleep. After I'm done thinking I look at the clock 9:30pm. I grab James phone and text his mom letting her know he's staying over, I text my mom the same thing. I scoot close to James and let our bodies touch slightly. He puts his arm around me, pulls me closer and I fall asleep in his arms.