My Perfect Year

January 29 2014-Wednesday

I feel the sun on my eye lids, and gently wake up. My eyes open and its bright outside, I glance at the clock 10:16am...wait! I'm late for school. I jump out of bed and grab my bookbag and run downstairs. "Wait I need to put real clothes on, and where is James?", I say to myself. Oh, well. I race upstairs. Putting my clothes on I call James..it rings and sends me to voice-mail. "Great, even my boyfriend is ignoring me", I scream. I get a text. It reads ~Hey babe, sorry I woke up late to I just got to school. Btw your mom got a new limo driver his name is Augustus. He's chill, he's on the couch so just tell him where to go and he will drive you there. Okay babe I g2g don't want the teachers to take my phone :*~ "Ughh this is ridiculous", I say outloud. I walk downstairs and find Augustus. Damn he is good looking. "Hello, you must be Missy. I am here to serve you", he says with a charming smile on his face. "You realize you weren't hired to cator to my ever need, just to take me anywhere and everywhere", I say. "Well than lets get you to school Princess", he says. His smile is so attractive. I get in the limo.

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I walk in as they are changing classes and I see the devil in her natural bitch habitat. "Missy you look like you just woke up and rolled out of bed". Katherine says with a grin on her face. "Yea well at least I'm not a pregnant slut". I say and walk right past her into the arms of James. James looks at Katherine who is in complete shock. "What the fuck did you say to her babe?". James asks and starts to laugh. "She basically said I looked bad so I called her a pregnant slut". I say. James stops smiling. "Missy you don't say stuff like that". He says. "Sweetheart calm down she deserved it". I say bitterly. "Just because she said something mean to you doesn't make it right for you to say something mean back". James says. "Knock knock is James home? Why are you actibg like this? Its not like what i said wasn't true". I say. "It doesn't matter if its true or not it was a cruel thing to say". James says and walks away leaving me standing alone in the middle of the hallway...speechless.

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I go through the day in a haze. Something feels wrong. What James was saying this morning wasn't like him....wasn't like him at all. The whole ride home I'm silent. "I know its none of my buisness but why are you so quiet?". Augustus asks. I sigh. "James and I got in a.....I guess we got in a fight". I say on the verge of tears. "Do you want to talk about it?" Augustus asks. He has a very charming smile.

I tell him everything and by the time I'm done I'm crying. He stops the car. "Come over here". He says. I climb over the car and he hugs me until I stop smiling. Then I tell him how he only has until November and how much it worries me. "Missy if he only has until November you need to live everyday to the fullest. I know that sounds cliche but it's true. If I was you I'd probably get teared up every time I see him. It take real strength to love someone that much even knowing that they don't have long to live." Augustus says. He wipes the tears off my face. "It'll be okay you guys will get through this and eventually when his life is taken away you'll get over it. Sure it will probably take a long time, but you just have to remember the good times." He says. "Thank you." I say and smile sadly. "I hate to be like this but we should probably get you home." he says with a grin. I laugh. "Yeah we probably should." I say.

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The rest of the day sucked. James wasn't at my house when I got home and he never called or texted me. I began to cry myself to sleep which got me thinking. I cry myself to sleep way to often, that means something in my life needs to change.

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~Macy's Diary~

School was great for me! I have a new boyfriend his name is Kyle and he's hilarious and plays the guitar. By he looks of it Missy's day wasn't, she looked like she wasn't even here. OMG what if she was on drugs?!?

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~Hazels Diary~

^screams^ I got asked out today <3 I'm so excited. Macy's day and my day were great but Missy looked like her dog died so I'm guessing it has something to do with James............again.