I've been thinking of what Rosa said and I told myself I would talk to Castiel but I still wouldn't forgive hime just yet. Yet again, I couldn't bring myself to tell him this morning when I saw him, like always I run away and never settle things out.
"Myra I-"
I looked down and kept walking without hesitating to turn around, maybe if I had things would turn out differently.
"Rosa I had a chance to talk but I blew it again, he probably was going to apologize but I ignored him. I'm such a bad person." I said
"Don't beat yourself too much about it, it's normal since you just fought recently." Rosa said trying to comfort me.
"No it's not okay, I'm just repeating everything all over again." I said.
The bell rang and we headed to class. Time passed and in each class I couldn't stop thinking of him, I didn't pay attention to my classes as I was lost in thought. So many stuff were going through my head that I ended up ignoring others as they tried to speak to me.
"Myra!"
"Huh, oh I'm sorry Rosa." I said apologizing.
"He's on your mind, correct? If it's bothering you sooo much go look for him." She said.
"But-"
"No more hesitating, now go and look for him!" She commanded.
"O-Okay!" I said defeated.
I skipped my last class in order to go and look for him yet once again I couldn't find him, I even checked the basement but nothing. I was positive that he had come to school but he was nowhere to be found.
I was to busy thinking and lost in thought that I ended up bumping into someone.
"I-I'm so sorry, I forget to pay attention." I said apologizing.
"It's fine." The voice said.
"Uhh... I haven't seen you around here. Are a new student here?" I said confused.
"No, not at all. I came here looking for someone but it seems he is not here."
"That's a shame because I was doing the same but I guess we both have bad luck."
"Sorry for not introducing myself, my name is Deborah."
"Nice to meet you, my name is Myra." I said smiling.
"Myra, that sounds familiar...mmm oh well." She said looking back at me.
"So who's the person you're looking for?" I questioned.
"I'm looking for a person named Castiel. Do you know him by any chance?"
"Y-Yes, I do. Actually, that was the person I was looking for as well."
"Oh, really. What for, if that's not too much to ask?"
"W-Well we had a fight and I wanted to settle things."
"I see. Well, by any chance do you know where he lives?"
"Uh... n-no I don't know where he lives, if I knew I would've gone there already." I said nervously.
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My Heart's Desire [A My Candy Love fanfic]
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