I'm walking side by side with you, entwining your hands with mine. Your smile that shimmering under the sunlight, makes my heart flutter like I'm in the skies. Walking in the hall with our bags, wondering, if we can just cut class? People says we're perfect for each other and I agree to that too but I wonder, does she ever thought of that too? Worrying someday you'll find someone else better than this fool, I guess that would be perfect with the likes of you.
We're always with each other wondering how long will this last. Worrying that someday you'll come to realize that you're always with a trash. It's funny that I got strucken by the arrows of love, where you in the same time dodges it right.
Tsk... what am I saying? I'm like the man of poetry, but hey, I'm just in loveᅳ to someone that might not know it. I know you're just like me too so don't dare to laugh. Coz I know you've been a fool too when it comes to love.
Man this is strange, I use to be a smart ass in class but, no one told me that there's an extra class called "Love".
I saw you one time talking to that some guy. I don't know what this is, but it's not just right. I want to shove that guy out of your smiling face and be that guy instead who can paint that nice face. And so I didn't realize he's on the floor flat, because of my unbelievable strength. You got angry and then we argued. We ended up not talking for a month. Later on I realize, I shouldn't have done that.
I regretted that time.
Years had passed, we no longer friends. We're just colleagues, once from the same desk. Now that we're old enough, I think I can finally say. "I'm sorry. I didn't mean to, I just love you".
I searched for where your workplace at. I hired an investigator just to make sure that it ain't just a bluff. With shivering hands and wet palms I pray one last time. I'll give you a bouquet with a card of my feelings and in there you'll see my vow saying "I'll take you for eternity".
I checked myself one last time again after a million and then go on my way to your office. I gathered up my courage so this will be once and for all. And then again I regretted going here to meet you... with that guy kissing.
You notice me, standing through that transparent glass. You got surprised and shove that guy away. A blush made your angelic face more saintly. You make your way to mine and hug me like that day. Those days that we're like honey and butter.
I hid my tears with a smile and say "Hey what's up? I miss you little missy". You looked up and punched my chest, asking "what is this?"
You pointed at the flower and a card on it. I hid it, the card together with that my feelings been kept.
You look so happy when you told me about this guy. This guy who captured your heart and binded you with him forever. You asked me why it took so long for me to search for you. Sorry I just love you, I became so coward that you might shove me away forever and hated me more. But sorry I just can't tell my feelings, I'll just smile and congratulate you. Coz you found your love already and break my heart in two.
Sorry I can't be sincerely happy but I'll carry this forever if it what it takes to be with your side too.
