Ashton's POV
I was so hungry.
But I couldn't eat.
I couldn't get fat.
I was big enough already.
I placed my bag in my lap, hoping that my stomach didn't make too much noise.
"Ash! Hello!"
"Huh?" I looked up and everyone's eyes were on me.
"I asked you if you were gonna go?" Michael asked.
"Go where?" I asked, confused.
"Camp, duh."
"Um..."
They would realize that I don't eat and see how much of a freak I really am.
At home it was easier to hide, but at camp....
"I don't think so." I answered shaking my head.
"Aw, come on man!" Calum whined.
"Please?" Luke looked at me with a pouty face and my breath hitched in my throat. "For me?" He batted his eyelashes.
I bit my lip.
How could I say no to the most beautiful being ever?
"Fine."
"Yes!" Luke yelled and side hugged me, making me blush.
"It's gonna be awesome! We're gonna go swimming in the water hole!" Michael exclaimed.
"You don't know how to swim." Calum commented.
"And you don't know how to dance, but that doesn't stop your freak show everytime a song comes on."
"Shut up."
"You're just jealous that I have better comebacks than you." Michael bragged.
"No I'm not!"
"Calum is jewous! Calum is jeawous." He sang in a baby voice.
Luke smiled at me and shook his head at the two weirdos that we call friends.
Well, Michael was my friend. Calum was like my brother. Technically I am his adopted brother.
"We should start heading to class." Calum suggested.
"Why? Because you don't have a comeback?"
"I'm gonna get you!" Calum started running after Michael.
"Tell me, why are we friends with them again?" Luke asked me, a grin on his face.
"Because they both have cars and they drive us to school everyday?" I said, making it sound like a question.
"Oh yeah. Plus, Michael always has food at his house." Luke added, laughing. "Let's get to class."
The blonde boy slung his bag over his shoulder and flung an arm around my shoulder.
"Do you want some?" Luke asked, showing me a granola bar.
"No, thanks." I declined. I still couldn't eat.
"Okay."
We started walking towards class, not knowing where Calum and Michael were.
They do a lot of crazy things.
And I always wonder why they're not in jail yet.
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Imperfect *Lashton*
FanficAshton felt worthless. He felt fat. He felt as though he got in everyone's way. He felt like he needed to starve himself. He felt like he would never feel loved. He felt like he was a waste of space. He felt so imperfect. He felt as though he didn'...