Room 302

.11

"Alexis you look horrible" kacie said.
I looked at my reflection in a window.
I looked the same. I didn't try to put anything dazzling on. I only slipped on a tight black shirt with ripped up jean pants and my converse my hair was up in a high pony tail.

"I feel horrible" i mutter.
I remember last night my father sleeping with 'her'.
We walked in to the hospital and grabbed our tags.
Alex fell in to step next to us.
"Alexis you look bad" he said with a grim face.
I stuck my tongue out at him.

"Alexis i know we keep making you do this but can you check up on room 302 i know it's boring but please" mrs. Anderson said.
"Sure i would love too" i said.
The real reason was i wanted peace and quiet.
I never expect the boy who sleeps to talk with me.

I walk down the hall i felt upset a endless pit of anger in my chest. A small gusher of sadness in my head.
I was at the door when i heard someone call my name.
I looked up to see 'her'.
Her fiery red hair showed easily she wore a tight bun in her hair which looked like it hurt. Her black skirt and crop top looked intimidating.
"Alexis how are you" she said. It wasn't a question she wanted something from me.

"I'm working" i mutter as i slip in to room 302.
She follows me. She had no smile and neither did i.
Her eyes were full of lust she surely wanted something.
"Alexis i need to speak with you" she sounded demanding.
I put my index finger on my lips to shush her.

"He can't hear us" she said annoyed with a eye roll.
Sure... like i didn't hear you have sex with my dad.
I walked up to him and looked at the charts.
"Are you going to pay attension to me?" She said in a annoyed tone.
"Nope" i said plainly.

"As your future mom you should" she said as if that title made her the king of the world.
I felt my grip on the clipboard tighten.
"Step mom never mom to me" i said.
"Mhm sure things are going to change alexis. Like bria is going to learn that i am the one in charge not you. That you shouldn't spend your entire day here" she said i looked back at her and she smirked.

"Let me clear the air. You will never be a mom to me.  Me and you are never happening" i said seething with anger.
Or was it sadness.
"Mmm i knew you were outside the door last night after you tucked the little brat in" she said her tone raised.
This time i whipped around to look at her.

"If you arn't going to be quiet i will call security" i hiss.
"He's in a coma like he can hear us" she was very wrong.
"Never call my sister a brat. You will never call her that you will also not expect me or her to call you mom because you already have gotten on my bad side. I don't know how my dad likes you but i don't care. You don't control me. I am my own person you are not my mom never will be." I said while glaring at her.

"Mmm i can make you stay away from here i can send bria away to boarding school i could even send you away maybe to kansas. You could become dorthy. I will become a mother to bria your a lost cause. Your mother was just a nobody who found her way in to your dad's heart. How? I haven't the slightest clue" she sneered.

I felt my walls shatter. What she said made me angry but sad.
"Get out!" I said angrily.
"I'm your mother.  So no" she said.
I narrowed my eyes.
"You will never be my mother you arn't even that yet you are only his fiance so is will repeat this before i call security. Get.  out." I said angrily.
I held my stance hoping she didn't say anything else that would hurt.

I was deadly serious she knew i was.
She made a hmph and turned flipping her flammable hair which yes i did daydream of setting it on fire. She stomped away.
After the door closed i fell on my knees.
I put my head on my knees and silently cried.

"Mmmm... alexis stop crying" i heard the boy who slept the boy who kissed me the boy whose name was asher tell me to stop.
I sniffled and stood up.
He still had his eyes closed.
"Mmmm. Shhh" he said softly.
I wiped my tear streaked cheeks off.
" i can't" i said softly.

"You know the worst thing about being tired?" He murmered.
"What" i said with a sniffle.
"I can't comfort you it makes me angry that she would even say that" he murmered.

"You couldn't stop her anyways" i said.
"Mmm you obviously don't know me" he said softly.
I leaned closer to him.
"Your the boy who sleeps" i tell him.
"I'm tired too" he murmers.
"Your always tired" i said.
"I am until i hear you talk" he says softly.
"Can.. can i kiss you?" I ask.

"Don't ever ask that just do it" he murmers.
I lean in and kiss him. I feel him kiss me back.
I let my head rest on his chest.
"Alexis she can't control you" he murmers.
"She doesn't. By the time she marries him i will be eighteen i'm taking bria away from his custody even if i have to go to court for her" i said.

"Should. I'm tired" he whispers.
I lift my head and kiss his cheek.
"Good bye" i whisper.
"Come back later" he says softly.
I turn and to my surprise i see someone peeking through the glass part in the window.