Her New Mommy

Come and Fucking Get Me

To say I'm on edge would be an understatement. I can't help but feel weary as I walk down the street or when I walk down to Cole's car when he picks me up in the morning. Chuck and Alex have been quiet....too quiet. Other than the fact that those two pieces of scum are keeping me on my toes, I can't complain about the life that I have. 

Currently, I'm on my beloved couch putting stickers on some assignments that the kids did. I really love them, they're all so amazing and make me really happy. Sure it can get tiring at times but they're little faces really make up for it. Just as I finished placing a sticker I hear the doorbell ring. I sigh out loud because I was really comfy and didn't want to get up. Reluctantly I get my ass off the couch and open the door. If I'm being honest, I wasn't totally surprised to see another package on my doorstep. Instead of being hesitant and afraid of what it may contain, I woman up and tear it open and skip to the inevitable letter.  

My Dear Sweet Alice, 

      I hope you know that I'm watching you but you've always been a smart girl so I shouldn't have to remind you. Your so beautiful and I miss the way your body felt against mine, but I'm not worried, I'll be able to fulfill that need soon. I just thought you should know that this happy, little phase going with you won't last very long, I'm going to put an end to it real soon. If I were you I would separate yourself from them if you know what's good. 
                                            Love you always and forever my darling,
                                                                  -Chuck 

I couldn't help but feel anger coarse through my body. He has taken this too far. I'm done with him trying to control my life, I've had it with him! Before I can think I race upstairs to my room and pull out a box from underneath my bed. Now, this box has a few choice items from my past that I like to keep, some good and some bad, because I don't want to forget all that's happened. Usually, people want to forget all the bad but I like to remember what I was able to overcome. I move some items around and pull out an old cell phone, I don't really know the reason why I wanted to keep it but I couldn't be more relieved at the moment.Young Alice was very smart because I even put the charger for the phone. I take a seat on the floor and plug in the phone and wait for it to charge. Once it has a little juice I turn it on and go to the contacts and look for the number that I want. I quickly type it in my current phone and wait for the person to answer. Once they do I don't hesitate to wait for a greeting, 

Alice- You know what? I've had enough of this torment and this petty shit that been thrown my way. Instead of sending me photos and letters why doesn't he man the fuck up and meet me fucking face to face. Alex, I swear to all that is good if you do anything to harm anyone that I love I won't hesitate to kill you. I don't give a flying fuck if I go to prison. I've had enough of you and Chuck and I'm done running. If he wants me so bad tell him I said to come and fucking get me. Tell him that I'm not scared anymore and will do anything to protect my family even if it means that I put my own life on the line. One last thing, tell him that if he wants to man the fuck up he'll me at Chevy's on Friday at 7 pm. I know he knows where that is. 

I don't wait for him to reply as I cut the call as quick as I can. I shuffle over to my closet and lift up the carpet from one of the corners and lift one of the loose floorboards. I feel bad that I kind of broke Andrea's floor but this was the only place that I knew no one would look. I reach in and take out the small safe, I put in the code and take out my 9mm handgun. I know what you may be thinking, Alice why do you have a gun?! But I have a perfectly good explanation. After all this shit went down I wanted to be prepared for any situation. I check the basics and make sure that everything is where it needs to be. Today is Wednesday and that means that I have two days to prepare and say goodbye to everyone. I don't want to be a pessimist but I have to be cautious. There is a chance that I won't make out of this alive, Chuck and Alex are two very dangerous men who are capable of anything. After I made sure that everything was okay I placed the gun back into the safe and back under the floorboard. 

After some thought, I decided that today I was going to dedicate my time to Andrea. That girl is my best friend and the person that knows me the best, I need to make sure that she knows just how much she means to me. 

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She came home around 5 and we just ordered pizza, watch movies, and drank lots of tequila. We were on shot 5 when we started talking. 

"How are things with you and Will? Wait, before you start please try to refrain from sharing too much information," I said. 

"Girl, he is so good to me, in more ways than one. I can't help but feel special and loved whenever I'm around him. I've never actually met someone like him before and I can't let him go, not this one. I really think that he and I can do this for the long run," she said staring off into the distance like in one of those cheesy romance movies. 

"I'm so happy for you Andrea. You've had some pretty shitty taste in men but I genuinely believe that he is a good guy. I'm happy knowing that he's going to be there for you when I can't be," I said and I prayed to God that she didn't detect the double meaning in that statement. From the tears in her eyes and happy smile on her face, I could tell she didn't notice it. 

"Okay enough of this sappy, talk. Another shot my dear?" she asked as I nodded my head. 

And that is how my best friend and I stayed up till dawn drinking our asses off and had to call work to tell them that we couldn't come in.  

I love this girl with all my life but this hangover is killing me! 

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I know this took a while and thank you to everyone who has been reading and asking me to update, it really means a lot to me. I believe that there are going to be maybe 4-5 chapters left and I'll try my best to update as soon as I have some free time! Thank you everyone and love you all!!