Ok guys so this chapter may be really confusing but the italics is blurry speaking and blurry is pretty much making Tyler's decisions so yea frens :) Do it.
Do what?
I said do it.
DO WHAT?!
Don't act dumb you know you have too
Go away blurry.
The thoughts. I thought they left a while back. I'm so stupid to think that. I need to do it. Blurry was right, but I couldn't.
Pack your bags right now.
I sighed agreeing with blurry. I packed up some things in my bag before my drunk parents would get home. Clothes, More clothes, Phone, Charger, Some food, And my ukulele.
You're forgetting something
At this point blurry was me. He took over me. I grabbed a gun like blurry wanted and ran out before my parents would see me.
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I was shaking. I was scared what I was about to do. I can't take it anymore. I can't do it. I can't shoot my only friend. Yea he calls me Gay and a freak but that doesn't mean anything. Right?
I couldn't do this.
DO IT!
Blurry, No.
DONT MAKE ME TELL YOU AGAIN!
FINE
I waited. Waited. Waited. I rang the
door bell and there he was.
"What are you doing go kill yourself fag"
I pulled out my gun. Tears were in my eyes and he looked scared. I pulled the trigger. A loud bang went into my ears. I killed a man... BLURRY! I dropped down crying. Crying. And crying.
I need to go. Now.
OMG THIS WAS SO BAD AND CONFUSING WHOOPS.
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FanfictionFINISHED BOOK Ive killed a man and all I know is I am on the run and go... • • • • TRIGGER WARNINGS INCLUDE •Self Harm •Bullying •Abuse •Homophobic slurs •Suicidal thoughts •Inside voices •Panic (At the disco;) Attacks
