A part of this chapter I got the idea for this chapter from the fan fiction, Drown. Not the whole chapter, Just one part.
I never knew how sad Josh was, Or at least he never showed it. I kept waking up for a few nights now having to sing him songs because he was scared. I'm not sure why. Is it because of me? I hope he's ok. I wrote a song just for him. I call it truce. Even though I struggle to stay alive, I need him to. He needs to stay alive for me. This night was strange though. I didn't eat whimpers from the bedroom, I heard them from the bathroom. I rushed to the bathroom to see what was going on. I opened the door to see razors, Blood, And a crying Josh.
"JOSH!"
"I-I'm sorry Ty..."
I ran over to Josh wiping his tears away.
"What's w-Wrong? Why are you doing this."
"I just feel like I'm A mistake to this world and everyone thinks it."
"Josh you're not a mistake. I-I love you josh. If you ever left this world, W-What would I do?"
"I'm sorry, Please sing to me."
"Now the night is coming to an end. (Oooooo)
The sun will rise and we will try again
(Ooooo)
Stay alive, Stay alive for me.
"Tyler If I stay alive for you, Will you stay alive for me?"
"Ill try, Josh."
Ew cringe. Also in P.E everyone was doing this athletic stuff or something and dan_the_dinosaur5125 and I Were just fangirling and we low key got called out by the teacher.Lol.
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FanfictionFINISHED BOOK Ive killed a man and all I know is I am on the run and go... • • • • TRIGGER WARNINGS INCLUDE •Self Harm •Bullying •Abuse •Homophobic slurs •Suicidal thoughts •Inside voices •Panic (At the disco;) Attacks
