I think I was pretty normal when I was fifteen and sixteen. My whole life changed when I was fourteen. I met my best friend, now deceased, and we actually were in a relationship at one point. My family intervened and told me that that was evil. I've met Christians that say that bisexuality can't be helped. It seems pretty natural to me, look at the animals. I don't know, I feel more asexual, but there are some people that I do like.
I've written my whole life, ever since I was 11 or 12. My journals would get special attention in school and I was in Gifted English classes and also in Creative Writing, where I got some college credits. I was actually in college when I got abducted. The Mantis was asking me to be his Queen. I don't know how that would work out. "It'll be easy, you'll do queenly things on Earth," I They like to talk to me during certain moments. Right now is one of those moments.
I am a very spiritual person in a non spiritual family. We have Native American heritage. People have told me that I don't look American. We also have heritage from Honduras, or the "Voodoo People."
My mom lost custody of me when I was fourteen, and I went to go live with my grandparents, who had actually saved my life. I had overdosed and ended up in the hospital. I hadn't wanted to come down, so I kept taking more pills. I guess I was kind of wild. I had tried drugs with my aforementioned friend. We did DXM, or cough medicine. I saw a lot of interesting things on DXM. I saw the astral grid that goes around the Earth. And I also saw a silver cord coming out of my chest as I flew through the sky, past clouds. I came up with incredible nicknames for myself during my trips. My sister's friend Mehollie would call me Nomad when I was at that age. I was a nomad. But only to my sister's. I didn't live with anybody else. My mom had kicked me out for some reason. I went to live with my sister then. And then shortly thereafter I moved back in with my mom. Where I took the DXM.
