Love Never Ends [Watty Awards 2012]

chapter 6: mistaken and blinded, mistaken romance, continuous ignorance

chapter 6: mistaken and blinded, mistaken romance, continuous ignorance

as the summer continues since i was focused in work, guys start to notice me, only problem that i forgot,

i am the daughter of the boss, and they are all employees. coming back from the busyness of life, guys notice me and since i  was transparent to the people, i let them see me as who i am. i wear skirts and simple attire that make it somehow noticeable to them. guys tell me they like me and i kept quiet except for the people in the office, they support each guy and have a vote for whoever they want to. thinking of a different point of view, i thought to myself i was guarding my heart. letting guys text me and i text them back in return, accepting all the gifts and got everything i ask  for.

i was spoiled actually to those guys who like me. they knew many guys likes me but they don't know who specific people were.

guys start to court me and i thought i won't fall in love, they charm me and i flirt back, i thought to myself these jokes won't hit me, one of them i start to meet secretly and these was found out by such rumors it hit a lot of people and i was in trouble. my parents found it out and they asked me who were the people who liked me for this was disrespect to me and to them most especially that i was their daughter, i was the boss. i cried but i did not fight back in return, i knew hey have a good point that i should not let them fall in love and that i should not flirt with this guys, i asked forgiveness to those guys for telling my parents who they were, one resigned a month after and one stayed quietly just seeing me far away but one did not stop, it was johnny.

Johnny started working before i left to Malaysia for 2 weeks, i came back in the office not knowing he already started, i only remember he was applying  to be one of the workers but since i saw his resume before i left, he was a graduate of aeronotic engineer and mechanic, i thought maybe he could handle fixing some stuff since it was needed that time; because of that he was able to become an office staff, he applied in the company while waiting for an opportunity to take the exam, he was tall, fair in color, a very serious guy and never had a chance to talk to him. he was keeping a low profile but i did not know that he already liked me before hand.

he comforted me when i slept in the office since my dad scold me for not doing so good at work.

he brought me food when  i was hungry and we were texting the whole time that night, it was also that night he told me he likes me and my cousin teased me to him.

that moment i was crying, Blake sent me a text  message at that moment how i was doing, i told Blake i was staying in the office and i won't go home until everything is all done, it was 12 midnight that time and he was calling me but i don't answer it, i still ignore Blake that time. 

Going back to Johnny, he was a very serious type, but whenever i implement rules in the company he was always the first one to follow and i don't even know why, i just know my cousin just teases me to him but i never mind about it. since that night i had a problem he was the least person whom i notice since he was in the office it was very awkward to him but i thought, hey this guy has much potential than the others, but still since he was not approachable i did not mind it. bought everything i asked for in the office, food, things and everything so that i could only notice him. by the time of my birthday after the rumors kept quiet, he asked me on a date on my birthday 

 i accepted it, i went out with him and he let me meet his cousins and uncle, he won't let me go back to work until he gets what he wanted

a kiss

i told him i won't give it to him since it was going too fast for me,

i fought for it. . .yeah  i did fought for it,

for about 2 hours. . .

then he suddenly kissed me.

i won't lie, i respond to his kiss,

afterwards i just hugged him and then i told him i have to go to the office.

i arrived in the office pretending nothing happened, i celebrated my birthday happily and i kept a low profile, 

afterwards me and johnny continue to date behind my parents and the office knew about it. we kept it secret the whole time yet the workers knew and he was guarding me, forbidding any man to come near me to court me. 

we talked that we should tell my parents already since my parents start to notice it, i get hurt with his words, tears continue to fall yet i continue to fall blindly to him yet i never fought for it, i just always cry in secret. my friends always saw my tears flowing in my face yet i just let it. i never knew why, i just thought i like this guy.

i was so blinded at him.

it went on for 3 months i kept it all to myself and to my bestfriend and to the office staff. everytime i cry, he just pursue me, ask forgiveness. whenever i can't meet him he meets up other girls and start texting them, denying he's seeing other girls. found out he and his last girl friend still haven't broken up, the girl start to communicate to her again, i was the third party. i thought it was all over after he told me.

i believed all his words, all his apologies, all his lies. i was a complete fool. i never get my ways but always his. it was all a lie to me.

i thought i was really loved

i realized i was just used.

to get power to the company. nobody could ever touch him because they all knew i was the daughter and that he was my guy. lots of things in the company was lost, he will date me and my parents will look for me not focusing in the company and the stuff will then be lost already. it was all a distraction. i was used, i was powerless,

i was just a fool to him.

i don't know what to do, i don't even know if my feelings were still true, or i'm just being a fool