Seperation

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(Kurt's POV)

The only time I've seen Sam was every couples nights at a concert, and its not like we talked to each other I'm like a dressing room or anything like that. No. Sam re book every single hotel so that he wouldnt share a room with me. I felt like I lost my best friend... I didn't even wanna do the tour anymore, but people paid for it... People wanted to see us... I couldn't let down our fans... Every show the fans would be wowed more and more by Sam's looks.

Its been weeks since the tour started, we were now in Europe. I was sitting in my hotel room eating a slice of cake and drinking some coffee that I ordered. I was so used to having Sam sitting on his bed playing some random phone game, Sometimes he would read a book. I had no one to talk to, It got very lonely. I decided to do my hair myself today I didn't feel like going to the hair and make up people.  I sat in my hotel room ready for the show, in an hour I would drive over to the stadium where Sam and I would perform. I sat on my phone and scrolled through my photos, there were so many memories of Sam and I.... Like that one time we went skydiving, or when we decided to go on a double date with the two people we now call our wives. I looked at some pictures of my kids... I missed them so much! Levi, Joel, Kirstin and Madilyn. What am I doing here on tour? I should be in Toronto helping my wife take care of our kids... I shouldn't let my kids think that I don't care about them...

I checked the time and it was time to leave, I got the keys from a rental I got and head over to place, while I drove I decided to listen to the radio

"Hello! Welcome to the 44.3 Britain's number one radio station. I'm Danny your host! Today we have a special guest in the studio"

I turned up the volume

"Welcome Sam Daniel Evans!"

Wait what?!? Sam was on the radio?! He didn't tell me he was gonna be there...

"We see your alone today, were is your partner in crime?"

"Oh Kurt couldn't make it, he was to busy getting ready for today's show here in England" Sam said

what?! That's a lie! He never even mentioned it to me!

"So Sam how do you like England so far?"

"The country is beautiful! The people are so kind!" Sam said

"I like your look Sam! You got the whole gangster feel"

"Thank you! Ya I've been getting a tattoo every city!" Sam said

Wait... Every city... A new tattoo... We've been to 56 cities... Does that mean Sam had 56 tattoos?!? Oh no, Sam what have you gotten yourself into?! I turned off the radio and drove in silence.

When I got there I sat in my dressing room the entire time. I refused to get my make up done. I didn't eat with the crew, I didn't talk with the crew. Half an hour before the the VIP people were suppose to show up I heard a knock on my door

"Come in!" I yelled

The door opened and Robert came in

"Kurt, what's wrong" he asked

"Nothing" I answered

"Kurt has anyone ever told you, you're are terrible liar?" Robert asked

"Yup millions of times" I replied

I sigh and Robert sighed too

I told him about Sam being on the radio

"That kids got a problem" Rob said

I nod and look down

"Listen I'll talk to him if that makes you feel better" he said

I look at him

"You would do that?!" I asked

Robert chuckled "I may be your tour manager, but I'm also your friend"

He got up and left

That night we played the show and I had to keep on a take smile, a fake laugh, I had to hide my sadness and disguise it with happiness.

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