(Sam's POV)
I was full of surprise, joyfulness, happiness I don't even know I can't explain this! But I'm going on tour with Kurt! I rush home to tell my beautiful wife. I pull up on my drive way and park my car, I rush inside. Kathryn is sitting on the couch watching TV and eating chips. I go to the place where she is sitting and cuddle up right next to her. She puts her head on my chest. I kiss her on the forehead
"Honey I have some amazing news" I said calmly
"What is it?" She asked
It was really hard to keep in all the joy and happiness that the offer gave me
"Kurt and I were invited to go on tour" I told her
She didn't say anything, I felt her frown
"Are you not happy for us?" I asked confused
"Its just... Sam... We've been apart so many times... I don't wanna leave your side... And you promised you would leave mine..." She said
I thought about it
"You can come!" I implied
"What about the kids they can't leave the country without passport's and its to much trouble." She explained
"Honey... I don't want to leave you... But this tour is a once in a life time experience..." I said
"Sam" she whispered and then let out a tear
"Kathryn don't cry!" I said not raising my tone too much cause the kids were still sleeping
"Sam, the real reason I don't want you to go I because I don't want you to change..." Kathryn exclaimed
"What do you mean?" I asked
"I don't want you to become someone your not" she said
"Kathryn" I said
I went down on one knee grabbed her hand and made a promise that I would never change, and that I would always be the person who she originally met and married. I promised I'd come back the way I returned.
"Sam...." She whispered "Please stay"
"Kathryn please let me go" I whispered back
"Give me time to think about it" she said "I love you too much to let you go"
I stood up and went back into my sitting position, I kissed Kathryn and and then we watched a movie together, I want to give her some time to think about the tour... I really want to go... I need to go... This is my dream.. But I don't wanna loose the love of my life because of it...
(Kathryn's POV)
Sam just told me that he was invited to go on tour... I want to b happy for him... But I can't be. My Sammy is perfect the way he is and I don't want him to become the monster that become of some celebrities who get a little out of hand... Like Justin Beiber... I don't want Sam to get covered up completely in tattoo's... His soft skin is to delicate. I don't want him to pierce every part of his body... He doesn't need it... Its extra. I don't want him to start drinking... He is to precious to me.... I don't want him to do drugs and smoke.... Cause that could kill him and could never live without him... But my worst nightmare... I don't want him to change himself, his kind words and soft personality is so perfectly loveable that him ruining it would leave scars on my heart for ever... I love my Sam, I don't want him to become something he is not.
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Novela JuvenilIts been one years since Sam and Kathryn had there twins, there family is going great and everyone is looking up to them! Sam gets told that he can go on tour and he agrees, but as he got further into his tour he got more and more separated from his...
