I couldn't find words all.
All I could do was cry
"You say you want this to work yet you had sex and went on a date with someone that wasn't me. Your actions aren't matching your words and I think I need some time to process this and see if this is gonna work."
I couldn't say anything I just kept crying how could I be so fucking stupid.
"I'll send you the money to cover out tickets back to Californa." I finally spoke
"Why?" she asked seeming confused
"So we wont have to be on the same flight I'm just gonna spend a few more days in Atlanta and get myself together before I have to go back and deal with my life in Cali."
"Madison don't do this"
"Do what Ruby?"
"Push me away... I'm not saying I don't want to be with you I'm jst saying I need sometime to process what you just told me."
"And what if after you do that you decide you don't want to be with me then what? I'm supposed to go through this again? I'm not pushing you way I'm making it so you wont have to tell me you don't want to do this anymore."
"Madison I didn't say I don't want to do this anymore. I just said I need some time."
"That's fucking bullshit... I know I fucked up to the point of no fucking return. and I know saying sorry wont fix it. I fucked up and now I have to pay for that I cheated. I'm just a dumbass who cant do anything right that always comes in last because she fucks over the ones she loves."
"Madison..."
"Ruby please don't."
"No I'm not gonna let you take all the blame for this yeah you fucked somebody else and I'm hurt by that but its not all your fault. I should have stayed instead of leaving in the middle of the night and then not showing up to something I planned for us to do. We were both wrong. And I'm not gonna just walk away from this because I meant it when I said I love you."
"I love you too." I cried as she pulled me into a hug
I don't really remember what happened next I just know I woke up on the sofa in her arms still thank god. I know I wasn't forgiven but we were on a track to get back to being good. I looked at my phone it was one on 3 percent two after 8 in the morning. I didn't want to move but I know I needed to get up charge my phone, take a shower, cook breakfast and make sure everyone is ready and we are headed to the airport by 11.
I put my phone on the charger while I showered. As I stepped out of the shower I see Ruby standing in the door way smiling.
"Showering without me?" She smiled
"You were sleeping." I smiled as I grabbed my towel off the rack
"Yeah, while I was sleeping I was thinking about what we talked about yesterday..." she started
"And...." I whispered and motioned for her to continue
"While I'm a little upset at what happened... I'm willing to forget it if you promise it will never happen again.... and I promise to not walk out on you again. From this point on were both going to be open and honest with each other." she explained as I got dressed
"I promise." I smiled and kissed her
"Good because you make it hard to be mad at you when you look like this." She smiled as she stripped me of my towel
"How about a shower?" I whispered in her ear
Well its true when the sex make-up sex is better than regular sex. After another round of very intense make-up shower sex. We actually showered but by this time it was to late to make breakfast. So I woke up Zoe and Dez so they could get dressed. By the time everyone was dressed it was almost 11. So we decided to stop and get something on the way to the airport
"What are we going to do about the kids and the paparazzi?" I asked as we got closer to the airport
"Hmm.... I didn't think about that."
"I don't mind the paparazzi seeing me.... I mean I do look good." Dez smiled
"Yeah but if they see you and know we're related... then they know who I am."
"Right...."
"We could just stay in the limo until you two get far enough ahead then well get out." Dez offers
"We might have to do that" I hesitate looking a Ruby for assistance
"Yeah... but what about when we land?" She questioned
"I could have Sasha and Aliyah pick them up."
"Okay sounds like a plan." Ruby smiles
'Hey could you and Aliyah pick Dez and Zoe up from the airport we're supposed to land around 9' I text Sasha
'Wait...Zoe's with you?' She responded
'Yes... so can you pick them up?'
'Of course I can 😊 see y'all when y'all land'
I didn't respond I just smiled and locked my phone
"Okay so all plans are a go."
We got to the airport and sent our plan into action and it actually worked.
"I cant believe that worked." I smiled as I sat next to Ruby
"Honestly I cant either." she smiled back
About halfway through the flight I had to pee really bad I was trying my best to hold it because I really hate using the restroom on planes but I was really about to pee myself. I got up in a hurry and rushed to the bathroom to relieve my bladder I guess I startled Ruby because after I washed my hands and opened the door she was standing right there
"You okay? You got up really fast." she asked stepping closer making me back up into the tiny bathroom
"Yeah.... I just had to tinkle..." I smiled
"Okay.. just checking..." she smiled
Damn she's really sexy when she smiles
"Do you want to go back to our seats now?" she asked with a smirk
I nodded yes but before she turned to go back to the seats I grabbed her and pulled her into the bathroom with me locking the door behind her. It is on my bucket list to join the mile high club... or shall I say was
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