now that is awkward..
''uhm.. im sorry, i dont know what is up with me. i must be very tired."
"Caleb, its okay.. just go home now okay? Get some rest, it will do good." Rose said to me kindly.
I stood up to get to the kitchen for my stuff. I heard some shuffling and talking.
Just after that john walked up to me. "Here kid, your salary for helping tonight. I know we actually cant do it like this but we cant hire you yet. So we have to. You were really helpfull. I look forward to work with you, fulltime." John said and smiled.
My eyes widened. "Are you serious? I thought this was just going to be a side job?"
John shook his head and smiled "nope, we like the way you work.. and we just discussed about what we wanna do with you after we actually saw you work. We liked it. The way you are so stressfree, unlike some others we know, is nice.. calming. You take a lead even tho you were meant to help. At first i thought you were just really bossy, kinda dominant after. But it was just because Alex stressed out and couldnt handle right anymore. Thats amazing kid.. "
" Ahum.. yeah i follow instinct.. i kinda usually do what my guts tell me to do. Because i trust my knowledge and skills. But thank you very much, ik very gratefull for this." I tried to cover up my dominant behavior.
I started to grab all my stuff togheter to leave.
"Thanks again John" i told him when i passed by.
"No problem! Do you have time to help us out again next Saturday? " he asked.
"Yeah, offcourse!" I smiled at the thought of seeing her again. It actually gives me the opportunity to fix up what i ruined last time. And i can bring the phone i wanted to give her.
Im actually kind of glad Demi couldn't make it over to me.. otherwise she would have met Kassie and seeing as she was kinda vulnerable that day.. Demi would make very clear she shouldnt draw my attention because thats just who she is.. i also couldnt be as nice to her as i was last Saturday.. because it would have coused a lot of trouble..
"So we will see you Saturday kid." I heard John say.. hinting me to go home
"Oh yeah, right." Was all i answered.
We all said our goodbyes.
~ home ~
i grabbed the samsung galaxy s3 that has been in my drawer for a while now.. i put the charger i and turned the phone on. I remember i deleted everything on it by reseting it completely. I opened contacts and put my number in there, just to be sure she had it..
Kassie's P.O.V.
He is breaking down your wall, this has to stop you fool!
This is the line that kept popping up in my heas every time I thought about Caleb, and believe me.. its happens all the damn time.
I just dont believe someone like him would actually care about someone like me.. and i realized that im starting to really fall in love with him.. even tho i dont want to.. but i guess thats what love is about. It happens when you dont want it to.
Im falling for him, really hard.
I dont know what it is and why it happens. But i know its happening. I wasnt looking for anyone or anything. I dont even know what to do with myself, so how can someone else. I definitely dont want it to be him. And im trying everything to stop it, with all my might. I guess love just doesn't wait for the right time. It happens when it wants to happen.
Dont contact him anymore, be distant. And seeing you always do that, you little useless idiot that shouldnt be a problem with you.
The people in this groupchat just keep talking about this bookseries and its very annoying. Because i am actually the only one who doesnt know what theyre talking about.
Medina: so Kassie, did you read the books?
Me: no i dont, i actually have no clue what you guys are talking about. I have heard about it tho. This Mr. Grey guy happens to be very dominant and all the girls go crazy about it.
Medina: yeah thats actually most of it haha. I can send you the books trough e mail, so you can read them if you find the time. But dont feel like you have to because of us constantly talking about it. Only do it if you would like to.
Me: oh uhm yeah, that seems nice :).
Medina: cool! Text me your email address in a private chat :).
So i did. A few minutes after i got the email with pdf files of 3 books. I saved them.. ill probably read it later.
Caleb: Kassie is right tho, maybe we should discuss about going out instead of the books.. thats what the chat is for right?
Lemme guess, Demi is gonna act up
Demi: whatever she wants. So lets go monday? If thats still okay with everyone? I mean me and Caleb have our plans for the rest of the party period :)
Bingo
Caleb: i said that Demi, not her. And if it doesn't work out for everyone we can just change our plans. That will not be any problem.
Thats actually kind of nice.. to stand up for me to his own girlfriend.
Demi: fine Caleb. So who is still available on Monday?
Stan: im okay with Monday.
Alex: me too.
Demi: caleb and me too!!
Medina: yeah monday is fine with me too :).
Should i answer? Offcourse you stupid!
Me: my mom was okay with monday too, but i have to be home by 1AM prompt. im sorry. But its not like you have to change plans for me tho, im good with staying home too :).
Demi: so thats set then? Monday it is :)
I believe she really doesnt like me... dont blame her tho.. who does, right...? But its not like she has met me.. we will see.. Monday..
