chapter-1. the present..

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Here starts an another day . I pulled myself again getting ready to face this world again..it would be soo nice if i could hide myself somewhere. Brushing away these thoughts i got ready in my crop top and black shots .

(nandini's outfit)Glancing myself last time in the mirror i reached rivu's  home to pick her for the college

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(nandini's outfit)
Glancing myself last time in the mirror i reached rivu's home to pick her for the college..
As we reached college everyone starting staring at us usually it was only boys job to do that but surprisingly this time everyone was staring at us indicating that something has gone wrong when suddenly i heard someone calling my name on mike which suprised both me and rivu but i told her to collect her stuff from maddy(rivu's bf and now becoming my brother too but i m too scared to trust him properly) and then i reached the announcement room i saw someone standing there with flowers in his hand. Oh god not again this time i surely gOnna kill that person if he proposed me. Because of my past i stopped believing in love . Infact this word disgusts me . And who soo ever proposes me faces the consequences too .since last year where a guy i forget the name proposed me to whom i in anger forced to do pole dance in front of the whole college no one dared to even come close to me. Its only rivu who can come close to me and now somewhere maddy too maybe because he resembled a lot like cabir . I was lost in my deep thought when i entered the room only to get the biggest shock of my life. Almost whole college had gathered around us as if there is a show going on. But i was too much in shock to notice that. And in noo time i hoped into the arms of the guy who was standing there much to everyone's surprise and after confirming that this is real i started beating him with loads of abuses . After a satisfactory session of being beaten up he finally said
Guy- sry na yr nandu pls mt maar ..ahan..m ..oouch.. m sry pr dard ho raha h yr....
Nandini- nhi tu aur le aur le idiot yeh teri mujhe chod ke jaane ki punishment saying so she hopped in his arms again saying i missed u cabir kaha tha tu i needed u n god not what she spoke ...same was the case with cabir .. we both hugged eachother tightly observing eachother's presence..when all of a sudden maddy came n being protective for me which i repects a lot he put a hand on my shoulder forcing me to look back and breaking the hug. on the other side cabir after seeing nandu breaking the hug turns to see guy he in return puts a hand around my shoulder possesively .. i smiled on both giving them assurity when rivu entered and hugged kabir surprisingly, she was having the same reaction which i have ..in very short span of time cabir became a brother for rivu too and after his departure she was broken...
Cabir's POV
I reached delhi finnaly to meet my princess who i know needs me and in no time reach her college and the moment i saw her i got biggest shock of life. The girl who gets uncmfortable if the top is cut sleves is now wearing such dresses. Somewhere i felt guilty. and then asked pion to annouce her name on mike too call her there n the moment she saw me the first thing i noticed was her eyes which was once a open book for me but now it seemed like wall is created there causing it to loss its shine and the smile oh god that smile what have i to it .. it seems to fake and plastered but the moment she hoped in my hand i feel free happy tears welled up in my eyes i expected this from nandu too coz of her emotional nature but to my surprise she not even for once shed a tear making me feel guilty more...thats when she started beating me and then agian hugged me . N seeing rivu also i felt like home after long.. we three remained hugging eachtother for sometime after which she intro. Me to Maddy m them we moved towards the canteen . All this while i obsrved nandu i found that not even a single habbit of her is same she is changed changed coz of worst..
We spent some time after which she met navya n the girls talked alot..
Navya also came with me but knowing her emotional nature i first wanted to confirm that nandu is not angry from me but after confirming that she is not angry i asked navya to meet the girls ... first they all got emotional and started crying except nandu then they started talking like hell as if there is no stop to their talks but to my surprise the most talkative person nandu was talking the least although she was smiling still their was something missing in her smile.....i expected ger to be angry from us but the way she not for even once got angry somewhere disturbed me....i srsly need to have a proper conversation with rivu because i know nandu will not tell me but now a strange doubt came to my mind that if she told me then...because as much as i m observing her she is not the same and now i have started doubting my judging too for her ..
Pov ends
"Are you not angry from us"cabir asked suddenly gaining everyone's attention present at the table....
all of them looked at nandini who was now lost somewhere...
navya glared at cabir for asking her such question whereas cabir gave her an assuring look...
nandini after sometime smiled confusing all of them but what she say next shocked them all to the core....
"hum angry toh unn se hote hain na jin se hum kuch expect krte h and maine toh kuch expect krna bahut pehle hi chod diya tha.so no i m not angry from you agar tum mujhe dobara chod ke gaye tb bhi nhi...coz now i dont care and i had stop thinking anyone that important jisse main angry hoon.."nandini replied smilingly
cabir and navya looked down with guilt in their eyes..but nandini maybe was not affected this time with their this look hence doesnt care to remove that guilt...she simply took her bag and left from their saying she will directly neet them tommorow at the college.....
nandini pov
i saw cabir today i was first shock but when i recovered that shock i was happy and somewhere feeling contented to see him near me...we spent much time togther chit chatting and offcourse filling eachother with neccesary infos in what haplened in past 2 years ....when suddenly cabir asked me that is i m not angry from them? are they crazy ?yes offcourse i m and why i will not?my soul friends my bestiees without whom i dont even attend a class left me ..left me all alone as if i doesnt matter for them, as if i dont hold any importance in thier life....i was broken i was shattered they never even looked back to see if i am live or not they just left ,left me to rot in hell...was i that bad that all of them left?or i was not worthy of their friendship?the most important persons of my life just moved on leaving me behind and one day comes back and says are you angry from us? srsly ...yes i am angry and i will be angry ....i scremed in my dark room...why ?why ?kyun kiya yeh sab?kyun gaya ? kaash ek baar peeche dekha hota tumne...kaash....i screamed my heart out and fell on my knees crying.. i started breathing faster i rushed to my bed and took a small bottle from the drawer and emptied all its medicines into my hand and engulfed them all in once....i was feeling relieved now ....i hide the bottle again in drawer ...and lay on my bed and soon drifted into a deep slumber......
pov ends....
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