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chapter-9 the outburst ...!!!

Nandu's pov ....

lost in my thoughts I was walking when I suddenly bumped with someone...making our mask fall.....the moment I looked to the person with whom I bumped....my words got stuck in my mouth.....while my eyes were not beleiving on its own...my heart was filled with different emotions....while my body was numb to react.....it took me god knows how much time to analyze what was happening.....while on the other hand the person hugged me in response with tears flowing through the eyes of the person....and me well I was not in a state to even respond to the presence of that person.....I just ran from their not able handle anymore....Only to get bumped with another person.....I looked up to see Maddy with a tensed and worried face....I immediately hugged him....Trying to calm my senses...I was sweating badly....
Maddy-nandu what happen....pls say something...kya hoya...Did someone said you something.....Tell me who was that person ...Ya kuch or hoya h....Nandu ur scaring me!!...
He cupped me face and asked with outmost love and care.....I hugged him again..
Maddy-nandu pls say something ...Wait let me call rivu...
He dialed rivu's no.(phone conversation-)
Riv-hey...kaha ho tum .....Main kabse tumhe Aur Nandu ko dhund rhi ho
Maddy-come near the entrance as fast as possible ....
Riv- but what happened...
Maddy-its Nandu !!
And that was it for rivu she immediately came to me and hugged me tightly.....On feeling her presence I snuggled more into her....Only one word escaped my mouth....Mukti!!!
It took her time to gain her senses back....She looked at me for assurance...To which I just blinked my eyes....She hugged me again....This time more tightly ....To calm her inner turmoil....I decided to stay strong in front of her  because I know how important .Mukti was for rivu. ...After sometime she broked the hug....
Rivu-tu theek h Na ..
Nand-pata nahi .....par I am not that affected ...I tried to act little normal
Rivu- liar....It's written on your face ....... ohh toh she too she is acting normal
Nand- aare don't worry .....I am better enough to survive this party. ..But first I want to get over something ....
Rivu- and what that something is??
Nand- you just wait here .....I'll be back....
Rivu- but....
Before she can say anything I escaped from their.....Rivu immediately crashed in Maddy's arm to gain some strength whereas I went to washroom....And took a bottle from my purse and gulpped l pills from it in a go.....And as always i was feeling bit relaxed....Today I saw her.....She is just the same.....But one thing is not same....Us...We are not same....And I don't want to be us same....But I badly wanna tell them how hurt I am....But I controlled myself.....I don't wanna show anyone that I am week....I will proof those jerks that I am strong .....Yes....And with the determined face I walked towards the bar only to see them.....Cab,Mukti,navya,abhi,and two unknown faces were standing thier....All their faces were little tensed.....But my eyes were on abhi....I soo wanna hug him and to hide myself from this hell.....But alas I can't do that....He is the same person who betrayed me years back....Soon that incident came in front of. My eyes .....before My anger overpowere my senses.....I decided to move from thier....I was moving when I heard a sound....Thud!! I looked back to see rivu in anger standing right in front of mukti and all other's shocked faces.....And mukti's hand on her cheek....Wth. ...Did rivu slapped her....ohfish....Her anger.....How can I forget she has grown anger issues.....And the scene of me  sobbing in front of her.....was Enough for her to get hell angry ...Shit....I keeped my thoughts aside and went towards them.....
And hold rivu by her shoulders ...
Nand- rivu....Are you mad ..I said in anger but controlled myself.....Calm down...I asked her........Relax.....No need to get angry.....Everything is fine....
Rivu- no....You just stay out of it....What they think of themselves....Are we thier entertainment toy.....Jab mann kiya use kiya jab mann kiya throw kiya ...No we are not toys....I will show them......She jerked my hands and went towards abhi And Thud.....She slapped him so hard that blood started coming out.from the corner of his lips..It fell like a bomb on everyone.....Including Maddy and Nandu ....Coz  abhi was like her brother to whom she can't even stay angry for a minute.....
Rivu- you bloody asshole.....How dare you to show me your face....
Muk-rivu...Relax....We are sry ..Pls hear us out first....
Rivu - ohh soo cabir didn't tell you....It's rivanah ....And you guys are the worst mistake of my life.....I feel disgusted....Srsly....You guys are soo shameless....That you have guts to even face us after whatever happened....

Sometimes it's better to show then to hide ...Anger doesn't show your weakness but your pain.....

I can see rivu breaking slowly so I immediately stopped her by hugging her....She was not in her senses....Anger has overpowered her senses.....She calmed down  little bit ...To control the situation I broke the hug and went towards abhi and hugged him.....He was shocked.....I gave him a fake smile and went towards Mukti and hugged her too.....She was confused to.....
I broked the hug and started singing ...I'll be thier for you when the rain starts to pour ....Hey why you guys are not singing ....This was used to be our friendship anthem ......You guys remember....Right? Or you forgot it too....
Abhi-nandu what are you saying....
Nandu- I was just welcoming you guys....With our evergreen anthem ...But I guess you guys don't want it....I said faking a disappointed look.....All were confused and shock but I least care for it.....A long silence prevailed....I glanced on Mukbhi....How much they have changed......They look more mature.....Silence was broken by cabir....
Cab-offcourse they want it....But nandu.....Um....nandini actually they are just shocked....U know
Nandu- ohh let's just you and me sing the song...I'll be their for you when the rain starts to pour ...Cabir joined me hesitantly.......I'll be thier for you Coz you thier for me too.. oops sorry wrong line....You guys were not thier....Doesn't that mean that this friendship anthem is a lie....Or our friendship is a lie....
I went towards rivu....And put my hand around her shoulders......
I think  both are fake.....Don't you think rivu .....Rivu nodded confusingly....I smirked....And continued.....Soo that means we are not friends.....And yaa I didn't get opportunity to break this year's back but now I will.....I nandini Murthy breaks all ties with you all... We are now mere strangers....Hatred was evident in my voice but what I hide the most was pain....I tried my level best to not show them pain.....And I got succeeded......Those words were piercing right through my heart....But who cAres....I am habitual to that.....

        It's easy to  break but it's hardest to break it actually.......Friendship is not laughing together but crying together......

All were staring me with pain and shock written over thier faces .....I took a shocked  rivu's hand and started moving towards entrance when a voice grabbed my attention.....I looked at the owner....All lights got dim....Spotlight was one on me and other one on  stage ...A guy was holding a Mike.....My worst fear ...Was coming true....I know who it was....But stared at the stage to confirm it.....Rivu was too staring at the stage with shocked expression with her hold on my hand getting tighter......

Voice-ek ladki thi diwaani sii...
           Ek ladke pe woh Mara krti thi...
       Par naa Jane kisse dara krti thi ....
           Har muskhil ka samna apni magical smile se krti thi....

The guy walked towards rivni and stood in front of them.....Nandu was shocked.....Her face was expressionless ...As if she is not at all present thier ...As if she is lost somewhere ......But where??

Hey guys back with an update....I know i am late but I tried my level best to update asap....And here I am with an update and that too before 8 April  ....Hope you guys like it.....Now I want big big comments and votes because it was really difficult for me to update....So this time I will not update next chapter until I get satisfactory comments and votes......Negative  comments and suggestions are also welcomed.....But pls do comment....