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chapter-13(a)..changed equations

Manik's pov
I was waiting for the driver to bring car when I saw nandu going alone somewhere that too walking ..as far as I know her house is at a distance of half n hour drive from here then why is she walking....I decided to follow her but cabir stopped me..He didnt saw nandu....
Cab- where are you going...
Me- I need some time..I will come back home pakka...
Dhruv- no...Buddy come with us...
Me- pls....
Muk-okey but pls take care...We are their for you always remember that...
Me- I know...Bye..
I sat in my car and left...But their were two ways I was having no idea in which direction she went...I took the road towards her home....I tried to find her but she was not to be seen anywhere... Calculating in mind that how much distance she might have covered walking.....I took back turn and left towards other road after little distance I found her walking.....That road was deserted....
She was crying...I held her hand ....Seeing her like that tears formed in my eyes ....And knowing the reason behind it being me only...I felt way too guilty....We talked...her voice was clearly indicating how much she was exhausted from all these drama.. ....She didnt shout but was not even talking normally ....We shared our moment...I felt like home having her in my arms...But she broke the hug soon...I offered her lift which she surprisingly took....I felt the edge of tiredness and sleepiness in her eyes ..But that was not a normal one...It was something different...I noticed her body movement while driving she was behaving different...I have witnessed her vulnerable side but it was different ....She was not expressing.....But i found something suspicious...She was continuously looking in her bag....And clutching it tightly....It was confusing ...Their were two many thoughts in my mind...I was little shocked to see her this calm....I know she fighting and is in pain....But it felt like she is suppressing it...I can understand that she is in pain.....But listening to nandu I felt like how can someone can hide soo much....As much as I know about nandu she never hidded her feelings...She was one of those who  always speaks their heart out....And the way she was looking at bag with desperate yet tired eyes I felt like a urge to snatch the bag and she what is in it....I was having different suggestions....What might be in purse that even being soo tired she is holding that soo tight....And also seeing her suppressing her pain soo easily as it was not much time before we met in party and in such a short span she composed herself left me more confused....Was she soo hurt....Or is their something  which she is hidding???

After dropping her home ....I went toward my home....Tears were continuously flowing from my eyes ....My ever soo sweet choco was lifeless....But i will heal you choco.....I will join all the shattered peices of your heart with my love ....But her word thank you were echoing in my mind more than any word....The once besties....With a rule no thank yous and no sorry ....Are saying thank you on such small things.....I smiled sarcastically on the way our equations have changed.....I reached my home and thinking about her slept....

Next morning...
This morning was going to change many things....
Rivu's house...
Rivu woked up early with swollen eyes...She looked up to see maddy sleeping in a sitting position with her head in his lap....She remembered last night incident ......She was not ready for that face off ....Facing your past was never too easy ....She was feeling suffocated....After shouting on mukbhi gathering her all courage she was emotionally broken....They two were the most important person of her life ....One was her soul sister with whom she shared her every secret from childhood and one was a brother like image whom she worshipped with pure heart.....For her his arms were the most safest place to hide....He never let her feel that she is alone...But time changes ....She too changed and to break the leftover her....She saw manik....She was feeling insecured tooo......What if he hurt nandini again....What if nandini slipes in depression again....She was not able to react and then nandu outburst gave her some hope that may be this time nandu is strong....she herself was not having that strength to compose herself ....And when nandu left all she was doing was staring on phone screen which was showing nandu 's location with tears flowing unstoppably...Maddy was feeling helpless and let her cry her heart out ...And she slept unknowningly crying....But not before setting an alarm of waking up early soo that she can have a check on nandu before going to college...She woked up and made maddy lie so that he can sleep for sometime comfortably and after getting ready she left for nandu's mansion leaving the note for maddy that she is at nandu's place

She reached their and directly went towards nandu's room....Seeing the scene tears started coming flowing again....Nandu was sleeping in a sitting position on floor with head resting on wall and marks of tears showing how much she had cried.....Seeing Nandu in this way rivu felt broken....She with a help of a servant carefully made her sleep on bed and prepared coffee and breakfast for her.... Completing her work she cleaned nandu's messed up room which now was a daily routine for rivu as Nandu never allowed anyone in her room even Maddy too ....Except rivu....Soo rivu used to clean her room....After finishing it she let Nandu sleep for more time thinking to skip the college as they need time to compose themselves....She started composing herself ....And incidents after manik and others left started running in her mind as a flashback....Nandu for a long time was not accepting the fact that they left and on accepting it she slipped in depression....It took them 6 months medicine course to make her come out of depression.....These all things made rivu possessive for Nandu....Rivu has saw nandu's breakdown...And after 6 months when she stopped anti depressant pills ....she started craving for pills but later she was normal.....rivu still wondered that how come Nandu stopped having those pills all of a sudden as these pills are addictive ....She was lost in her thoughts when she saw Nandu waking up...She ran towards her and took her in a hug....It took sometime to Nandu for registering what happened but she responded the hug ....

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Precap-rivni talk..And air bahut kuch..