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a/n wrote this one last year i hope you like it
y/n point of view
It's shawn's wedding in less than a month.
Yay!! No not really. I am madly in love with my best friend I know it sounds so cliche but who wouldn't hes always sweet to me, he would make me laugh, he always made me feel special when honestly I'm not (a/n haha don't believe that, you are all very special in your own way) he is such a dork but I love it. Who he is so conscious of his acne and acne scars.(a/n i'm pretty sure i wrote this when he said he covered them with makeup) It was just adorable because he was perfect with and without them. He was just perfect in general.
I came back to realty when I hear Shawn asking me if he looks good. (a/n Shawn always looks good)I just give him a small smile. Shawn was trying suits for his wedding.
Y/n are you okay you seem a little off. Shawn said with a worry look. *Obviously I'm not okay the person that I love is going to get married with another women*.
Yes I'm just really happy for you. *I lied. Like always lately.*
Are you sure? You know you can tell me everything. Shawn said with a concern face. Uggg how do you tell your best friend that you are madly in love with him? I tried not looking at him. Because if I did I will break in front of him and that's the last thing I want to do right now. He smiled a little. But I don't think he believes me.
Shaw's point of view. Y/n is acting so weird but I couldn't worry too much my wedding is in less than 2 weeks and then I'm going to Germany for my honeymoon and then a week later I'm going to start touring again. It's been a crazy year. I just drooped my album and it's doing incredibly good. Proposed to my girlfriend h/n (h/n=her name. I Don't know how to call her) and I announce my world tour and it's only half of the year. I just saw y/n staring at the floor she look so sad. I felt so bad all I wanted to do is hug her. Then y/n just runs out of the room. What should I do should I rum after her? No I should give her space. Right?
Y/n point of view.
I just could't stand it anymore. It's just so hard to see the love of your life getting married with somebody else. I can't do this to myself anymore I need to tell Shawn. I said to myself.
I was hoping Shawn would have came out to see if I was okay but I guess he really doesn't care. And obviously it starts raining well I'm outside great. But rain does help me relax. (Do you guys like rain? I love it I have pluviophile haha but for real I do love rain I don't know why) I just walk to my apartment that is pretty far from here but it's okay it will give me time to think.
I was think about how Shawn ask h/n to marry him. They just started dating 8 months ago and he's so young he is only 21. Uggg that just shows how he never saw me more than his best friend. And then how h/n will have everything I will never have and she better hold him tight give him all the love look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause Shawn is amazing and he doesn't deserve anything less than a person that's amazing like him. (a/n Haha i was listening to teardrops on my guitar and just thought it fit in).
