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Lie To Me

Based in lie to me^^ because i love 5sos and this song. 

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Y/n an actress that is working in a movie  in Ny 

~Your POV

I saw Shawn put more effort in hes appearance overnight. It felt like our relationship was holding him back from from hes best self. I was holing him back. 

I was getting some caffeine because i had a really late shoot last night. I got my chai tea with milk (a/n i cant drink coffee so if  you want you can change it)  i sat next to the window. I waned some sunlight i was sick of the artificial lights from the set. I  saw a really pretty girl sitting in the table in front of me she sat with her back facing me. I saw she was with a guy but i did't even bother looking at him. 

I plunged in my earplugs and started doodling in my notebook. I did that when i don't have anything interesting to do. In the corner of my eye i saw the girl stand up up. I glanced up not expecting to see Shawn. 

I caught him looking too, but he didn't look twice and i didn't either. I felt forced to look down. I know he saw me and he knows i saw him but I just could't look up again.  The girl came back i felt relived. I could hear them laughing having a good time he looked happy. 

I had a flash back to the time he visited me in New York City. We had the best 3 days together but "Nothing  gold can stay". I was a mess... I wanted him to stay longer...I needed him to stay and he did. He changed hes fight in a heart beat. Remember thinking that I got this right. 

Then we fought the next few days. The saddest part is that i don't even remember why we were fighting. 

I saw them leave in the corner of my eye. I looked up for the first time in what felt ages. 

~later 

I was in the set. I just finished my second to last scene of the day. I had a little break before my next scene. I decided to go in twitter for a bit. Most of my notifications were about me cheating on Shawn with Tom Holland (a/n i love Tom but you can change it to someone else) that was my co-star and had become a great friend over these few weeks. 

I was so sick of it! Shawn was the one to tell everybody that we broke up and then hinted to hes fans that i cheated on him. I was so angry and hurt that he would do that but mostly that he believed that. I could have never done that to him. I loved him i truly did. 

I was so done with the hate, the speculation and all the articles. I decided to give a statement. 

"I would never cheat. It truly hurts that people think I did such thing. I have nothing but respect and love for Shawn. The though of hurting him like that kills me. Regardless of were you heard this news i'm here to tell you that its totally fake."

I turn of my phone. I know regardless of what i say people will still  hate me.

~9:30 p.m 

 I just finished shooting for today. A ton of the crew was going to go drinking tonight because tomorrow we had an off day. They asked me if i wanted to go. I accepted.I went to my apartment to change.  Around an hour later Tom came at picked me up. 

It was around 3 a.m I drank more than i should of. Everyone was a.dancing or b.hooking up with someone.  I saw a very familiar face. I was not sure if it was actually Shawn or if it was the alcohol playing with my mind. Now I wish we'd never met  cause he's too hard to forget. So I drank more to try to forget him.

Im trying to trick my mind if I can make it 'til dawn then it won't be hard to see that I ain't happy.

Okay im really really drunk but i can still see Shawn. He had to be there. I felt him cheeking  on me every few minutes. Somethings makes me believe that he was just making sure i wasn't going to do anything stupid he knew how i got when im drunk.  Maybe he still cared about me. 

I felt someones arms in my waist. For a second i though it was Shawn but then i heard someone elses voice someone i did't recognize. 

Hey babe, what do you say if we get out of here. I heard a guy whisper in my ear. 

Do i know you? I said a little tipsy

No but  you will be. Come on we can go to my place. He said getting closer to me. 

I bet you are a nice guy and all but I'm really drunk and don't think its such a good idea.  I said trying to get away from him

Come on. I bet you will have a good time. He said holing me a little closer. 

I don't...i go interrupted by someone 

She said no. Now go and fuck off and learn that if a girl tell you no it means NO. I heard Shawn telling the guy while pulling him away from me.

Thank you. i said looking down.

Are you okay?!Shawn asked with a very concerned look. 

Im..IM... Im fine. Just really drunk. I said

Come on I'll take you home. He said 

You don't have to do that. I'll find my why home. I said trying my best to smile at him

Come on y/n. I want to make sure you get there safe. He said 

Could i get a bottle of water please. Shawn asked the bartender while handing him two bucks. 

Here drink. He said opening the bottle for me. 

Thank you. I said giving him a small smile.

We got into hes car and he handle me some aspirins.

  What do you think drinking all that! I swear you promised me you would never drink so much if i wasn't there or if you where at someone house that you know well. I swear what if I would't have been there what....

 But you where. Also we are not together anymore so why do you care. I said cutting him of. 

He didn't look at me i saw him clench his chin he looked mad. Nah why would he, he was the one who broke up with me. 

You know why i was drinking? I wanted to forget you. Now I wish we'd never met. Cause you're too hard to forget. While I'm cleaning up YOUR MESS. I know your  taking off your dress! I said crying now. 

y/n.. he said looking at me with teary eyes 

And I know that you don't but if I ask you if you love me.... 

Y/n please don't. He said i knew he was going  to lose it soon. 

I hope you li-li-li-lie to me. I said choking up a little 

Y/N.

Just forget it.I said looking at the empty streets and eventually fell asleep but not before hearing him say....

I have never stooped loving you and I'll never stop. Shawn said while i closed my eyes 

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So hi im alive. I hope you liked this. Honestly i think i did fine for not writing for almost 6moths. 

I think i want to do part 2 of this story so tell me if you want a happy part 2 or a sad one. I already though of both story lines. 

Okay so bye Munchkins i hope you enjoyed... Even if  I don't think nobody reads my story anymore.  

 *I wrote more than 1,000 words wow not bad*