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a/n i write this a/n before writing the images so i don't know how this came out. (Future me Shawn is kinda jerk in this so sorry) (future future me. There is swearing in this one so read in own risk+ i didn't read over so sorry)
Me and Shawn started to hook up a few weeks. We were just messing around and one thing came to another and you know.
Now my freaking feelings came in the way. We both agreed to have no strings attacked. But saying that is way easier that actually getting yourself to do it because I was getting attacked. Real fast.
I was going to tell Shawn today how i felt.
I got to his house. I ring the door bell and Lia comes out.
Oh hey Y/n. What are you doing here? She said really surprised to see me.
Hey, emm i'm looking for Shawn. Is he here?I asked her
Yeah hes upstairs . She let me in. She was acting weird
Are you okay? I asked her. Me and her always been close.
Yeah. Are you sure you want to go up there? She said concern
Is there some wrong? I said really worried
I just don't want you get hurt. She gave me a small smile before leaving
I was scared to go up.
Hey Shawn. I said while opening his door.
He was making out with some chick.
Oh i'm sorry...I will just go. I said ruining out. Shawn didn't even boarder to chase me. I guess now i know how he feels.
*a few days later*
I was sitting the in park reading Red Queen. I was honestly still very hurt. But i was trying to distract my self from that pain.
Hey beautiful. I felt someone wispier in my neck. It wasn't just anyone it was Shawn
What do you want Shawn? I said with a very annoyed tone
Aye hun whats up with you? She said he said kinda concerned
Shawn i'm not in the mode to deal with you today. I said really mad
You are't mad at me because you saw me making out with Maya? He said with a little smirk in hes face.
NO WHY WOULD I BE MAD?! I screamed at him. I told him with a very sarcastic tone. Yes obviously i was mad. How are you not mad that the guy you like in making out with some other girl.
OH good. I was starting to think you were getting attacked. Shawn said kinda relieved.
Ehh i was speechless is this boy stupid or does he just pretending?
You know we are just hoking up it dose't mean anything. He said
*a few moths later*
Me and Shawn keep hooking up until he had to go on tour.
That wasn't really my plan but at least it was something. It was weeks and weeks of me seeing him with other girls. I wasn't hes only but at lest i'm one. Plus i was the only he would just hang out with too.
Shawn's POV
Ohh is Shawn texting hes girlfriend again? Geoff said while i role my eyes
She's not my girlfriend...or at lest not yet. I told him with a big smile.
Lets just hope that you don't text her more than you already do. Andrew said
No promise.
Y/n: SHAWN YOU HAVE TO COME BACK! WE NEED TO SEE DUNKIRK!! I WANT TO CRY WHILE SEEING HARRY STYLES!!
Shawn: Is that the only reason you want me back for that i can take you to see movies. Wow i'm hurt.
Y/n: Haha noo!! I miss you.
y/n: But i don't know why the hell we promised we were going to see it together.
Y/n: Plus you are the guy who wanted to tour longer so hes coming a week later.
Shawn: Sorry love! I will make it up to you!
I was smiling like a fool. Little did y/n know i was going to go back home and surprise her.
*Later that week*
I was so exited to see y/n. Her mom told me she was in her favorite restaurant.
It wasn't that far so i just walked. When i got there i saw y/n with some guy. She was laughing with him. It made me so jealous.
Y/n Shawn me.
Shawwwnnn! Y/n screamed while ruining to me.
Hi hun. I missed you. I said while hugging her as tight as i could.
I missed you too. she said with a smile.
Babe, do you want to present me your little friend here? That jerk who was with her asked.
Oh sorry. This is Shawn. She said to the guy while pointing at me.
Shawn this is Luke my boyfriend. She said pointing at him. The last part really hit me.
Hi. i said kinda annoyed.
So who is this guys? Luke said totally ignoring me
Oh this is Shawn my best friend. Y/n said.
Yeah i have to go. See you later. I said with a really mad tone. I started to walk away.
I felt someone in back of me. I turned around and saw y/n running behind.
Shawn!! I hear y/n screaming
Hey Shawn, what just happened back there. Why did you just leave. Y/n said looking kinda sad.
Really y/n. I can't believe i though we could be more than just friends. But no i come here to surprise you and instead you surprised me by telling me you have a fucking boyfriend.
Why are you acting like this Shaw? y/n said kinda hurt
Because i thought we had something here. For god sake we hooked up for moths. Didn't you think i would get attacked? How could you play with my feeling like that? I said/screamed.
Please stop screaming at me please. Y/n said in a lower voice.
What do you expect me to do? I was still screaming.
For god snakes Shawn. You know we are just hoking up it dose't mean anything. Right Shawn? Isn't karma a bitch. Y/n said really angry.I could see her eyes getting watery.
I was fucking in love with you and you were fucking other girls. You know how hard it was for me to see you hoking up with different girls every night while I was crying myself to sleep?! The worse part is that you fucking knew that but you just acted like you were stupid and didn't notices. Y/n said while crying.
It was true i knew she was getting attacked but i was having to much fun to accept it.
Y/n... I'm...before i got interrupted
Forget it Shawn. y/n said while leaving.
~ i wrote around 1080+ words yay. ~
Lol that was depressing. Hope you like it. Vote ans comment if you did! Love you guys!
Soo bye little munchkins (i really want a munchkin cat btw)
