shawn mendes imagines

Bulletproof

A/N hope you like it, Beauty and the Beast is incredible have seen it twice now.

I took a chance I took a shoot. When I started dating Shawn.

I knew he had a few problems. But who doesn't. I know I do. But that's what made me like him even more he was not perfect. (a/n haha not perfect please)

He was different he could be sweet and he can make me smile like nobody could. But I'm not bulletproof.

I feel like he uses my hart like a ball. He pays with it. It's like he takes a swing and I almost always take it way too hard.

Why did I think I could change? Why did I think 2 broken hearts could fix each other?

I'm so sick and tired of his attitude. I feel like I don't know him. But I probably don't. I'm so tired of him telling me he loves me but then he cuts me down.

*Later that day*

I was sitting in the couch watching Stranger Things again. When Shawn enters the house.

Hey Shawn, how was work?

Like you care. While he pun his stuff in the table.

Shawn whats wrong? i said while he was going up the stairs.

Y/n stop being so cringy

I heard the door slammed.

The saddest part is that i need him like a heartbeat. But i know he's got a mean streak.

When he acts like his it makes me want to run for cover when his around.

I'm tired of it.

I'm sorry Shawn for caring for someone else that me. Not like someone else i know. I screamed sarcastically at him.

What did you say? i hear him with and angry tone while coming down the stairs.

I said that you're and selfish ashole! i hear loud foot steps in back of me.

Well if I'm and ashole what does it make you. A slut? A hoe? he said coming really close to my face.

It makes me a dumbass for thinking you could change. getting closer to his face.

He just roles his eyes at me.

I went upstairs and started packing my stuff. 20 min later I hear foot steps coming upstairs.

y/n are you in here? I'm sorry. in a sad tone while entering the room.

I just stay silent

Y/n what are you going?

What does it look like i'm doing. I'm leaving.

Y/n don't do his

Shawn not his time. We both know i'm here because you and your temper. Do you remember what happened last night. Because I do. And I know that you see what you're doing to me. i said almost yelling.

Tell me why? I said in a calmer/sadder tone. Almost crying.

Y/n. Please stop. We just had a bad week that's all. I promise.

No Shawn I'm sick and tired of your reasons I got no one to believe in. You tell me that you want me, then push me around . And I need you like a heartbeat
But you know you got a mean streak. Makes me run for cover when you're around. I looked at him in those glossy beautiful brown eyes. Me now crying.

Why..do you have to make me feel small? So you can feel whole inside? Why..do you have to put down my dreams? So you're the only thing on my mind. Now both of us crying

I take a step back, i need to let you go. I told you i'm not bulletproof
Now you know. While leaving the room while leaving the one thing i had behind.

A/n hi beautiful little munchkin's. Can you guess the song that was inspired this imagine? How are you guys? Sorry for not updating i had a lot to do lately. But i have like 3 drafts and 2 ideas so hopefully they will be published soon. Want to move to Japan because Shawn looks like he likes Japan.