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a/n This was spouse to be part 2 of wedding but it was so far off of the my main idea.
It's been moths since i saw Shawn last. Even if he said we should go back of being best friends. He hasn't even tried to contact me. It kinda hurts. You know i always thought me and Shawn would end up together but i guess not.
I don't know why I thought this was going to be like before. Mostly because Shawn now has a new girlfriend.
Shawn's POV
I was sitting in my study trying to write a song for Mira (i saw this name somewhere and i'm just going to use it.) I want to play it for her for our 3 moth anniversary.
But all i can think about is y/n. I been thinking A LOT about her lately. She just has his affect on me that nobody understands. She keeps me happy, down grounded and she always makes every song i write 100% better.
*later that day*
I was stalking some fans like always (a/n he says that but i never get notices by him soo...)
I saw a bunch of fans posting pictures with y/n. My fans love y/n. Who wouldn't. I saw her cute little smile and the way her eyes just light up everything. Even when shes doing funny faces she looks so damn pretty.
I saw a caption under one of the pictures.
~I was talking to y/n and she seamed so sad. I hope this has nothing to do with the beak up :(( because she deserves to be happy. ~
Shawwwwwnnnn!!! I heard Mira scream.
Yes honey? i asked with a soft tone.
I'm going out with the girl don't wait up. She said. Mira goes out with her friend a lot. I don't really see her that much when im here.
I heard the car leave the drive way.
I should take this time to hang out with y/n. Mira hates it when we hang out with her I don't get why.
Y/n POV
I was liking some of Shawn's fans pictures. I met a lot of them today. They are so nice and there all gougers.
Then i found a video that Mira posted. It looked like Shawn was writing a song. She captioned it with
~ My boyfriend is writing me a song isn't that so cute~
My heart broke.
I don't know why i started to look at the comments too.
I saw some comments that made me feel better.
(a/n sorry if these are any of your usernames)
myshawny~Or maybe hes writing y/n a song for them to get together. ~
roses_1998~don't be a fool of yourself~
then i saw one that really called me attention. It was a hole conversation between 2 fans
mendesgirl~i bet he wrote a hole album for y/n. ~
mercy_mendes~ @mendesgirl WROTE now hes with Mira and shes actually pretty not like that other slut~
mendesgirl~ @mercy_mendes y/n is not a slut.
mercy_mendes ~@mendesgirl she is. She sleep around with every one of Shawn's friend that's why the broke up.
Mira liked all of mercy_mendes comments.
@mendesgirl~@mirajones is this true?
mirajones~What can i say she did't deserve Shawn.
What the hell i never cheated on Shawn.
Shawn's POV
I got some food and went to y/n apartment.
I knocked in her door.
Y/n opened the door she looked like a mess but she still looked super cute.
Oh hi Shawn. i heard her say in a really sad tone. It made me soo sad. All i wanted to do was hold her.
Y/n whats wrong? i asked her really concerned.
Nothing Shawn. You should really leave Shawn. She said not even making eye contact with me.
Y/N pleas at least look a me please. I said with watery eyes.
Bye Shawn. Y/n said closing the door. That was weird.
Y/n POV
I cant believe Shawn he comes here out of nowhere pretending he gives a crap about me. That's just discussing.
A/n i don't know how to end it. BTW i am writing part 2 of wedding if you were wondering.
Fun fact i love Lily Collins so i watched Okja that made me not want to eat meat again then i saw To the bone that made me want to eat more. So im trying to eat healthy and enough.
If you are dealing with somethings and need someone to talk to i'm always here.
