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Letters to Juliet

A/n loosely bases on Letters to Juliet. I'm watching it right now. I forgot how much i love this movie. 

Dear Juliet,

I'm writing you hoping you will help me understand everything i don't get about love.

I lost him. I actually lost him Juliet. I lost my battle against denial and now i need to accept that hes gone. 

What if i lost him because of fear?   Insecurities are a weapon, i always had that fear that he would leave me but something in the back of my mind told me he would never. That fear came true. 

 What if i lost him because I'm not pretty enough? What if i'm not skinny enough? Because god knows i try. 

I can say "what if"  as long as  i want but it won't change a thing it will only hunt me for the rest of my life. I learnt that the heard way. Because "what if" is only a mind game. "What if" is only our mind wanting to go back in time. 

If he loved me half as much as i love him he would've left or at lest we would have had more time.   

 But Juliet I am madly, deeply, truly, passionately in love with him. 

All the love, Y/n  

~A/n. something super different. This is what I usually end up writing late at night. I was writing a different story but i wasn't feeling it. I hope you liked this. If you do i please tell me. 

Bye little munchkins.