Tomrrow Will be Better

Chapter 5

Thank goodness my apartment was clean . I hung up our coats and walked straight for the kitchen where Jay followed close behind .

" I like your apartment you utilize the space well "

" ummm thank you I guess " I was peering in the fridge deciding what I was going to cook

" so what's on today's menu "

" I was thinking shrimp scampi over jasmine rice and asparagus "

" sounds good please let me help " we both started washing our hands

" so you know your way around the kitchen most men can't boil a pot of water" I said teasingly

" I know my way around everything " he passed behind me to get a pan and I felt the heat rise on my neck .

" I've been on my own for a while so I had to learn maybe one day I'll make a meal for you "

" I can be your meal " I thought to myself and my face automatically began to flush. I Hadn't thought about sex in weeks. The scent of his cologne, his body heat , and the little brushes of touching we were experiencing working together In the kitchen were awakening all of my senses.

"Are you okay ?" He looked genuinely concerned . I must have been day dreaming .

" yes I'm fine I just have a lot on my mind"

" well if you need someone to talk to lay it on me I'm listening " he turned around and crossed his strong arms and waited for me to speak

It caught me off guard and I didn't know what to say . I was wondering if he could read my mind cause he had a little smirk on his face that was making me melt .

" I'm fine dr Phil you just worry about those shrimp " we both laughed and continue to make dinner . I pulled out a bottle of wine and poured us both a glass . We cooked drank and talked . I couldn't believe I felt so comfortable around this perfect stranger . Maybe he was too good to be true . We finish cooking and sat down for our meal

"So what are you in school for "

We were sitting across each other from the table and he was making me nervous. Usually I'm not lost for words but Jay had this aura about him that made my heart skip a beat or four

"Business merchandising and buying ..I want to own a company someday "

" I could definitely see you running things ...If you were my boss I would never miss a day of work "

I melted even more in my seat . It didn't help that I was on my fourth glass of wine and I started to feel bold . 

"There are always consequences for missing work "  

Even I was taken aback when the words came out my mouth .  Jay stared at me then smiled

"I guess only time will tell "

I wanted to fuck him. As vulgar as it sounds it was true . I was single and he was sexy and successful and just what I needed after these few months . I told myself since I was being bold I had to jump head first into this before I chickened out .

" I think it's time for dessert "

I slowly got up from my seat then grabbed his hand . Jay had the look of confusion and enticement on his face but I didn't care . Everything in my Life was out of control and this was the one thing I was finally calling the real shots on . I took one last swig of my wine and lead him to my couch . I turned on my sound system and the dream "falsetto " flowed through the room . For a tiny moment me and Jay sat there staring into each other's eyes trying to make out what the other person felt . I closed my eyes and leaned in for a kiss . It was slow and passionate and so good that I moaned when he pulled away . He laid me down grabbed my waist  and wrapped his strong arms around me in another kiss . Realizing that there was no turning back I started to unbutton my blouse while kissing  his neck . I could feel his heartbeat racing and his dick getting solid hard in his jeans . I grabbed it and my pussy got even wetter . He began trailing kisses down my neck leaving a hot trail to my breast he slowly pushed down my bra strap and I waited to feel his warm mouth on my nipple but nothing happened . I open my eyes and he was staring down at me but not in Lust . Before I could even question him he gave me another kiss . This one was even more Passionate then the first but much more gentler.

" Gabby ...you don't know how bad I want to do this"   he looked down at my breast and closed his eyes.

" but something is telling me that this isn't something you usually do and as bad as I wanna take advantage of the situation..I could never do that to you "

My face instantly got hot . I didn't know whether I should cry at him being so sweet and understanding or run from embarrassment . We both got up and he went to get his coat . The music was still playing but the air was silent. I walked him to the door and put my head down ,Ashamed and embarrassed by my behavior . He took my face in his hands and lifted my face up . He gazed deeply into my eyes as if to tell me everything was going to be okay and gave me a tender kiss on the forehead .Whatever I had left in me was left right at that doorstep this man was dangerous. With that I closed the door grabbed the leftover bottle of wine and headed straight for my room .