Let Me Love You (Shizaya fanfic)

Chapter 19: Sleepy

Edited

Izaya's pov;

Ne~. There's nothing to do today. I was laying on my couch on my stomach, a red furry blanket on me. I just stayed home and did nothing because Shinra didn't want me stressing myself because of my slight depression and my bruises weren't completely healed yet, and I didn't get any job requests or a call from Shiki-san because Hana-nee contacted him and told him I was not going to be working for a while. Yes, we both had connections with him. How else would I have gotten my job as an information broker?

I rolled over onto my back and clutched the blanket on me, staring dully at the ceiling. Namie wasn't around because Hana-nee also asked her to take a few days off, paying her with her money. What? My nee-san's rich too.

Hana-nee wasn't also here to play with me because she was hanging out with her new boyfriend, aka Dota-chin. Shizu-chan wasn't around as well because he went back working. And on a Sunday! A fucking Sunday! Ugh. I just want Shizu-chan here and to hold me close.

He doesn't love you. They all don't. Everyone hates you, a vague faint voice said.

My breath hitched in my throat, hearing the quiet voice. I buried myself under the blanket, crying. The voice was small at first, but is got louder. I covered my ears, trying to block out the voices even if I knew that was petty. For what seemed like hours I was crying and hearing voices, I felt the blanket come off from me. I gasp in surprise, seeing Shizu-chan looking concerned and holding my blanket.

"Izaya!", he hasped.

"Sh-Shizu-chan!", I gasp, clinging onto him while still crying.

He wraps his arms around me and kisses the top of my head, saying, "What happened, Flea? Why the hell were you crying? If someone did anything to you, I'll kill them!"

"N-no! I-I. . . . .Shizu-chan, c-can you n-n-not tell this t-to Ha-Hana-nee and Shinra?", I stammer.

"What?", he says softly, wiping away my tears with his thumb.

"I-I-I've been h-hearing voices. . . .They-they t-tell me mean s-stuff. . . .," I sniffle.

"Why the hell haven't you told them?!", he raised his voice. "This isn't something to fucking keep from them, Izaya! Orihara-san is worried about you, Shinra and Celty as well!"

"I know! I-it's just that I-I'm s-scared, o-okay!", I cry, wincing at the sound of his voice.

"Izaya, you can't–", I cut him off.

"I know. . . . .Just. . . .Just don't tell them. Please," I say quietly.

Shizu-chan pauses for while before sighing, "Fine,"

"Thank you, Shizu-chan," I say, hugging him.

"No problem, Flea. But I'm not taking the blame when they find out about this," Shizu-chan huffs.

"Okay~! Ne~, I want cuddles!", I say.

Shizu-chan smiles and chuckles softly. He carries me to the bedroom and lays me on his chest while he was lying on the bed. His strong arms wrap around my small body and I snuggle into his warmth. It was so cold –well, Japan is cold–, but Shizu-chan made everything so warm.

"I love you, my little Flea," Shizu-chan mumbles, nuzzling my hair.

"Ne~. I love you too, you monster~!", I smile.

Shizu-chan chuckles, kissing my nose. I felt so sleepy, so I rested my head on his chest, taking in all his warmth. Feeling it, my eyelids become heavy, then close. I did not hear any voices nor did I have another nightmare. It was completely peaceful. By now, Erika would be shrieking loudly it made ears pop if she ever saw us like this.

My beloved humans would find it very rare to see the two dangerous men of Ikebukuro cuddling in one bed, kissing, and doing things only lovers would do. And I would love to see their reactions.