Angels can be broken H.s

Chapter 14

Alexa's pov:

I can't explain to anybody how I've been feeling for the past 2 weeks, its horrible. I can't even smile anymore, its impossible. I'm not that strong girl anymore, i legit cry every time i look at my self in the mirror.

School, its been really bad i can't even describe it. They call me names, the push me around,  they throw my stuff, they dump their food on me in break like im a trash can. No one talks to me anymore, not even harry.

From that day that he held me when i cried, i haven't made the effort to go up to him and talk nor did he. I'll be by your side, my ass. He is such a bastard but i can't blame him, why would anyone want to be stuck with me? Im the school's joke, im everyone's personal punching bag.

Currently, i was walking down the school's hallway to the lockers, ignoring all the insults people are throwing at me. I reached my locker to see a poster stuck on it, i looked at it.
Prom is in 2 weeks apparently and im not going, why would i?

I took out my books and i slammed the shut. "Hey, dipshit" i heard lauren say behind me. I ignored her and kept on walking. "You know, i don't get it. No one likes you, no one talks to you, you lost all your friends. So why not just kill yourself? No one will miss your ugly ass" she spat. I kept on ignoring her, i will not show her that these words are like a stab in the back. "What? Can't say anythimg back? Or are you just deaf? I said go kill your self, douche bag! Or in other words, go join your dad, don't-" she got cut off by me shoving her to the lockers. "I dare you to repeat that sentence again" i spat, glaring at her. "Go join-" she didn't get to finish because my fist collided with her jaw. She looked shocked but recovered quickly "you little-" my fist kept pounding on her face, i couldn't stop.

I felt someones arms trying to pull me off lauren but i resisted, i eventually got pulled of her by no other than harry. He took me harshly by my arm and walked me to the washroom. "What the hell is wrong with you?" He finally said after a long silence.
I didn't answer and that made him angrier than before. "I asked you something alexa, what the hell has gotten into you? You are not the alexa that i know, you are a monster! Look at yourself, you just beat up an innocent girl and you can't even tell me why! You stupid little-"

"She told ne to kill my self, and she mentioned my father ok? My DEAD father. You won't understand that though because you have the perfect life. I've been having shit days, i can't even explain it to you. All of these people at school have been making it even worst. I feel like im drowning harry, screaming for help but no one can hear me. I don't even feel guilty for hitting her! Her pain is nothing compared to mine" i said, cutting him off.

He stayed silent for a moment.
"You are a liar, alexa" harry said, calmly. "What?" I said.
He didn't believe me? What does he mean?

"You are i liar, you lied to me because you wanted pity and attention. Lauren told me everything the other day. She told me that your father isn't dead, you just don't have a good relationship with him because you are such a 'badass'. He left you, just like everyone seems to do. I mean, no wonder. She told me how you were lying about the whole 'I've got a shitty life' thing. Everyone likes you in that school alexa, until now becayse you are a liar!" He yelled.

What? He thought that i lied about my dad? About the bullying? About everything?
I felt tears forming in my eyes.
I felt betrayed, how could he?

I turned around and ran, ran to the only place that i could be myself in. The graveyard, to my dad.

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Harry's pov:

How could she lie to me about all that? Its serious stuff. She's so stupid to think that im actually going to continue playing that luttle game if hers.
I followed her as she ran, i needed to see where she always goes. I know that she always goes to a certain place when shes stressed, sad or angry. I never followed her though, but i want to find out where she goes and i will.

After running for about 15 mins, we reached the graveyard.

What the hell is she going to do here? I hid behind a tree and watched her walk to one of the graves. I frowned, what? Is that her dads grave? No. Lauren told me that she lied about that.

" hey, dad" she sniffled, smiling alittle. "Its been a really hard month, no one talks to me anymore dad" she said. I don't get it,  was lauren lying?

"Calum still didn't wake up dad,  the doctor's lost hope on him, they said he-e might die. I can't lose him dad! He is the only person left i have other than mum. Anyways, the school hates me. The bullying got alot worst than before dad, im bieng used as a punching bag and i can't take it anymore. Harry hates me, he-he chose lauren over me! Everybody left just like har-"

"I didn't and i won't"

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