Angels can be broken H.s

Chapter 24

Alexa's pov:

"Hey baby"

Oh no, not him..

I turned around to look at him.
"Leave me alone" i said back.
"I don't think i can do that, baby" he replied. That's when i felt my arm being grabbed roughly. "Let go!" I yelled while squirming. "Dan, use the chloroform!" I heard him yell to dan. Before i can react, Dan shoved something that i couldn't see in my face. No, don't breath it in! I tried to contain myself but i eventually breathed it in. "Thats right, babygirl" i heard him say again.

That's the last thing i heard before i fell into darkness.

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Harry's pov:

Im fighting alone, harry.

What's wrong with me?

Why can't life just let me do the only thing that makes me happy without any consequences?

I needed you harry!

Im sorry..

All of the word's she said to me were on replay in my head. I didn't know what to do, honestly. I just..i didn't want to think of her. I didn't want to look at her. Because if i did, all the feelings would come back. I didn't want that, i wanted to forget about her. I thought that if i hurt her, then it will make the feelings go way. I was right though, it was a very good distraction.

After some time, i decided to go back to sleep again.

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"Harry, remember that time when you told me you love me?"
I turned around to find alexa sitting next to me on the grass.
"Uh..yeah" i answered her.

"I thought you meant it" she smiled sadly at me. "But, you're right. No one will ever love me harry, im a very broken and sad girl. No one would waste time on me" she continued. I turned to look at her again. "No, thats not right" i shook me head at her.

"It is, you said it" she said with a blank expression.

"You know, i don't blame you for loving lauren. She's always been more beautiful, talented and just everything that i can't ever be" she said but this time, a tear ran down her cheek.

"I-" i started but alexa disappeared.

"Alexa?" I called out while looking around.

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"Hi, Harry" i heard an unfamiliar voice say. I turned around to see a very kind looking man that looks so much like alexa standing there with a kind smile. "Um..hey?" I said, but if sounded more like a question.

"Hi harry, im Dave. Alexa's dad" he smiled at me. "Hi sir, uh..aren't you supposed to be um..dead? WAIT am i dead??" I asked him with wide eyes. He chuckled. "No son, you are not dead but yeah, i am. Now the reason why you are here is because i need your help. My daughter needs you, harry" he said while looking at me with pleading eyes. I shook my head.

"No sir, with all respect, i have a girlfriend" i said. "Son, i know that you still love my daughter. No need to hide it. I just need you to fix her fragile heart and always protect it" he replied.

What is he talking about? Alexa's fine.

"Sir, she has fan's that give her so much love. Your daughter is a drama queen" i laughed.

He glared at me and the kind smile vanished from his face.
"Excuse me, young man. That's MY daughter we're talking about here. Shes not a drama queen! Shes a strong angel." He smiled, thinking about his daughter.

I scoffed. "Trust me, i thought she's an angel at the beginning but i got tierd of chasing her. She never let's anyone in."

"Okay, ill show you something" he said.  All of a sudden i was in a hospital room. Alexa was sitting next to a bed where her father was lying. She looked about 14 years old. "Daddy, are you ever coming back?" She asked him. But she received no response. "Mum say's that you won't  come back to us. I don't believe her, i have faith in you dad" she smiled at her father while holding his hand. I stood there with my mouth wide open.

I felt a hand on my shoulder. "I-it broke my heart when she said that because i knew that i was never coming back" dave said.
I wasn't going to give up though so i just rolled my eyes. "David-or sir, i don't know. So many people lost their loved ones so im still not giving up" i told him.

"Fine" he whispered. Everything went blank again and then i found myself standing in a dressing room. What am i doing here?

"HE-HE'S DEAD!" i heard alexa's voice shout. I turned around to see alexa throwing stuff around while sobbing and trashing. "GONE!" she yelled again. Just then, simon ran inside the room.
"Alexa! Alexa! Calm down, honey" he held her by her shoulders.

"Simon, he's gone.." another tear slipped from her eye. "Who? Who's gone?" Simon while looking at her with worry in his eyes. "C-calum! Simon, MY BROTHER IS DEAD!" she shouted the last part, falling down on her knees.

After a while of staring at her, i noticed that same bracelet she always wears, on her wrist. I looked closely to see whats written on it.

There, in cursive was written 'best sister ever♡' i slightly smiled. He must have given her that.

Then, everything went dark and this time, i was standing in alexa's house. Just then, a lady stumbled in the house with a beer in her hand. "A-aleexa" she slurred. What..?

"Yes, mum?" Said a very sleepy alexa while walking down the stairs. "SLUT! I told you not to call me mum!" The women yelled. "Im sorry..mu- mam" alexa corrected her self. "Sorry is not enough you little bitch!" The women threw the bottle she was holding ar alexa. It hit alexa in the shoulder and it shattered. Alexa screamed an ear piercing scream. "Go kill yourself, slut. No one will ever love you" said her 'mum' and stumbled in one of the rooms.

I turned to look at alexa to see her sobbing. I remember myself telling her that no one loves her..

After that, everything went black. I opened my eyes to see myself. YES, myself. Making out with a girl, not any girl. Lauren.

Behind me stood a very heartbreaking looking alexa. Tear after tear was falling from her eye's and she had pain in her eyes.

Everything went black AGAIN and this time i stood in a washroom. What am i doing here? Just then i saw alexa standing in front of a mirror, holding a blade. No, no she won't!

She stared at herself in the mirror with disgust clear in her eyes. "FOR BEING DISGUSTING!" She sliced.

"UGLY!" slice.
"WORTHLESS!" slice.
"AN IDIOT!" slice.

I just watched with my eyes wide open. How did i ever think that she's a drama queen? No wonder she had her walls built so high.
She's been through hell and back, literally.

Then, everything went black and i was facing her father again. I had tears in my eyes. "You want to see more? I don't mind showing you" he smiled at me.

"No, god no!" I shook my head no vigorously. "Alright then, its your choice son. Just don't put her in more shit than she's already been through" he snapped his fingers.

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I shot up, breathing heavily.
I looked beside me to find lauren. I didn't care though.
I need to find her,  i need to make things right.

I got up and i got dressed in skinny jeans and a white t-shirt.
I got my keys ahd i put my shoes on.

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I stood outside her house nervously. I finally had the balls to knock and just then, the door opened. I was immediately pulled in.

"I guess lover boy decided to join us, babe" i heard a very unfamiliar voice say.

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Ok, not gonna lie. I kinda cried when i wrote this. Especially when he was having that dream. Anyways..

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~kenda