Angels can be broken H.s

Chapter 21

Alexa's pov:

The media has been going crazy.
All the fans are asking if that was really me and most of the comments are death threats or just rude comments. I feel like the only person i have right now is simon because my mum went off to rehab again. I sighed as i read the comments, more tears escaping and running down my cheeks.

I turned my phone off and i got up to take a shower, taking some clothes with me and going to the bathroom.

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After the shower i sat on my bed and i grabbed my phone to see 3 messages, 2 from gigi and 1 from simon.

I opend gigi's messages first.

Gigi: hi gurl💖

Gigi: i miss you, lexi. Wanna hang out soon?

I smiled. Gigi know's that im going through a hard time, she still didnt decide to leave. You see, i hate that kind of 'friend' doesn't want to get involved when you have any problems because they don't want to get in trouble or any hate, in my situation right now. I replied immediately.

Me: hey G! I missed u 2 babez
💞

Me: i would love to hangout💕
When and where??

She replied right after that. Woah, she's fast.

Gigi: gr8, we could go to the park cuz the weather is really nice. How does that sound?

Me: yeah that's gud. When?

Gigi: be ready, I'll pick u up in 10

Me: k, byeee💘

Gigi: bye, love💞

I got up to get dressed in something more presentable. I settled on a cute sweater with flowers on it and some jean shorts. My makeup was pretty simple, lipgloss, blush and mascara. I put on pink converse and i took my phone and sunglasses out, waiting for gigi to come.

After a while, i heard a knock on the door so i got up and opend it to be pulled in a very tight hug.  "Hey, lexi!" She smiled. 'Lexi' is a nickname she made up for me when we met, its unique because no one ever calls me that. "Hi, gigi" i smiled at her, pulling away from the hug. She sighed. "I know it's not you alexa" she said.

I gave her a confused look until i understood what she meant. I looked down, nodding my head.
"You shouldn't listen to all these haters or any of these people trying to put you down" she gave me a small smile. "Look, gigi. Let's not talk about this" i told her. I hated this topic, i was crying not an hour ago because of the hate i was getting on twitter. "Ok" she said.

I will try to smile, a real smile today...

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Harry's pov:

Fat bitch!

She should just kill herself, no one likes her music
anyway

Ugh looking at a dead donkey is better than glancing at her ugly ass!

I don't even feel bad for her. She thinks she's so pretty,  when she looks nothing near it.

I sighed. I caused this, all this hate is my fault. But it's for the best, it will eventually go. I wonder what alexa is doing right now. My jobless ass went to google and typed 'alexa cowell house' i got a location where only rich people live. No wonder.

I started my car and i started driving to her house. If lauren knew about this, she would kill me, but i can't help it.

After a while, i reached her house and i got out of my car.
Right when when i was going to knock on the door, i saw alexa sitting on her bed from the window. I went to the window and i hid behind the wall.

There she was, sitting on her bed with her hair opend. Her phone was in her hand and tears kept falling down from her beautiful blue eyes.

I kept staring at her until she got up and went to the washroom. I turned around and i sat on the grass. This is all my fault, i keep reminding myself that it's for the best but im not sure about that anymore.

If you still don't know what me and lauren did, we hacked her twitter acount, we got Lauren's friend from management to help us. Lastly, we got some nudes from god knows where..lauren did that part.

I eventually stopped staring at the window and i walked to my car, getting in and driving off.

I promise it will get better, alexa. I promise..

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Alexa's pov:

"so, how is it going? Any boyfriends?" Gigi asked me while taking a lick from her ice cream. "No way, you think its the time to get a boyfriend now? I don't exactly have the best reputation on the media anymore" i shook my head, looking at her like she's crazy.

We stayed silent after that, not even glancing at each other. "Alexa..why?" She asked after a while, with a confused look on her face. I mirrored her expression. "What?" I asked.

"You are the one that chose to post nudes on twitter, no one chose it for you. Im sorry alexa, but you do look like you're desperate for attention." She shook her head in a disappointed manner. "You..you think i posted them? I asked her, clearly offended.

"THEN WHO ELSE WOULD IT BE ALEXA? I REGRET MEETING U ALEXA! YOU ARE BRINGING MY REPUTATION DOWN." She yelled, throwing her arms up.

I got up. "You know, i was already feeling like shit before you texted me. If you wanted to hangout just to make me feel shittier then you should have told me" i said while walking, not even glancing back.

As i continued walking, someone tapped on my shoulder. The moment i turned around, a hand made contact with my left cheek. It hurt, so much. Especially coming from my bestfriend. "Goodbye, bitch" she scrowled and walked away.

I held my cheek, squinting my eyes in pain.

And you know what i did after that? I ran. I ran and ran, i didn't know where i was going and i didn't care either. Just my luck, it started raining right after.

After a while, i couldn't run anymore, i sat on the  sidewalk and cried. Why is it that whenever i try to be happy, something bad happens?

I hugged my knees to my chest and i burried my face in them.
I heard someones footsteps approaching but i didn't bother looking up.

"Alexa?" I heard someone gasp.

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