"I will keep loving you until the last day i live alexa mary cowell. Because baby YOU showed me that not all angels are flawless, they can be bent. You showed me that Angels can be broken."
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Alexa cowell has alway's been the type of girl that yo...
It's been a year, I've won the x factor. I have been better than before, having to live my dream is something amazing and beyond wonderful. I have grown really close to simon, he is like my second dad and i tell him everything.
Currently, i am walking out of the recording studio with my bodyguards. I took pictures with some of the fans and i signed some autographs.
"Alexa i love you!" I heard millions of fangirls and fanboys scream. I just smiled saying " i love you too".
I've met so many different artists, one of them being ed sheeran. Me and ed worked a few songs together and to say he is talented is an understatement. Ed is a really understanding and nice guy, its really easy to work with him. He is like a big brother to me.
Oh, did i forget to tell you that calum passed away? Yeah i think i forgot to. The time he passed away was when i was in the semi finals of the x factor. I couldn't focus and i was scared.
Simon helped me though, he didn't force me to open up to him but i did. I don't know what is different about simon bit i felt like i could trust him.
He was there for me and he in couraged me to stay strong.
On the other hand, my mum has been getting help at rehab. She called me when i was in the finals and she told me how sorry she was. I forgave her. She is my mother after all.
I haven't seen harry, lauren or kathy since all of them decided to betray me. I don't care though, they must be looking at me right now and feeling guilty. Im known world wide and half the population listens to my music.
I made my way to my range rover while the body gaurds were pushing the paps out of the way. "ALEXA!" i heard a very familiar voice shout before i went inside the car. I looked out the window to be met by forest green eyes looking straight into mine.
It's him.
*** Kathy's pov:
"Nobody know's that he's breaking, nobody knows where he's been. Everybody says that he's broken, but i think he's just bent. Ooooooh dare to be different"
I sang along to the song silently. "Ugh, what is this shit? They can't even put good music on radio's anymore" lauren rolled her eyes, driving. "Shutup, it's alexa's song" i hit her arm lightly but NOT playfully.
"Alexa? You mean that piece of shit that harry ditched?" She sneered. "No, i mean alexa, the world wide known singer that has millions of fans and is recording her 1st album at the moment" i gritted.
I don't know why i still hang out with her. She's a bitch and she has no heart. Alexa though, i listen to all her song's. Her voice is amazing, she has real talent. "What?" Lauren said after a pause. I rolled my eyes, typing 'alexa cowell' on google to show her.
I showed her a collage that came up and she gasped.
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"Woah, even uglier than before" She said. I always knew she was jelous of alexa, she knows that alexa is really beautiful but denies it in front of people.
I rolled my eyes "whatever".
**** Alexa's pov:
I am trying to figure out if it was actually him, or i was just hellucinating. He looked different, but in a good way. His hair was slightly longer than before and he has more tattoos and piercings.
I should stop thinking about him, he ruined my life and i hate him.
I reached my house and i thanked my driver. I walked inside the house and i went to my bedroom to change out of the short back dress im wearing.
Right when i was about to do that, i heard my phone ringing. Ugh, i just finished recording in the studio! "Hey, simon" i said into the phone. "Hi, alexa! Guess what?" He said, with excitement clear in his tone.
"Yeah?" "YOU ARE NOMINATED FOR BRIT AWARDS TOMORROW NIGHT!" he yelled. I froze. NO WAY! "you are kidding!" I said. Oh my god. "No im not, i know that it's on a very short notice but we only got the news yesterday"
"Ok thankyou, simon" i said. Oh my god! Tomorrow is going to be my very first award show and i cant wait.
**** Harry's pov:
It's an understatement if you say that im a 'fan' of hers. No one would believe me if i told them that i knew her before she tried for the x factor. I couldn't believe it, she has gone too far and im really happy for her.
I saw her walk out of the studio a few minutes ago, she turned to look at me and she smiled. The boy next to me nearly fainted, thinking she was smiling at him. She looked gorgeous, like always. She had her light brown hair down and she had a black mid-thigh dress on. Her bright blue eyes were not dull anymore, they were filled with happiness.
The way she looked at her fan's was indescribable, she looked so grateful for them.
I would be lying if i said that i wasn't mad at all that she left me without saying anything. But, i realised after that, that alexa deserves to be happy and follow her dreams after all the shit she had to go through.
I've heard that her mum is going through rehab and her brother woke up from the coma but he immediately passed away, im not sure though.
"Hey, mate" said a very exhausted looking niall. "Hi" i said, trying to avoid talking to him. You see, me and niall aren't exactly on the best terms right now.
As i said before, im a huge fan of alexa and niall doesn't like it. He thinks im 'obsessed' or some shit. I have some posters of her on my wall and i have all her song's but that doesn't make me obsessed.
"You still mad, dude?" He said. I didn't bother looking at him this time, or answering him at all. Im not obsessed.