Angels can be broken H.s

Chapter 23

Harry's pov:

My eye's widened as i stared at the huge paragraph alexa posted on twitter. I would be lying if i said that my eyes didn't tear up alittle at the last sentence. 'That's why i ALWAYS wonder...why can't life just let me do the only thing that makes me happy without any consequences?' I kept reading it over and over again. This is heartbreaking, honestly. I went through some of the comments and a small smile appeared on my face, all alexa's fan's were defending her and they were telling off the haters.

'Alexa you are the most beautiful human I've ever layed eyes on. Don't let anyone bring you down, you have been through so much but you are still here. I want to be like you, alexa. I want to be #unbreakable.'

'Im so sorry alexa, i can't imagine being in your place. Some people are just heartless. You are a strong person alexa, we all love you so much♡
#unbreakable'

'Dear haters,
I would like to explain to you the meaning of piss off. Its when you take whatever shit you have to say to a place where someones in the mood to take it. I would kindly tell you to piss off but why would i do that when you've been treating alexa not so kindly?
So, i will hatefully tell you to PISS OFF.
-thankyou
#unbreakable'

The last one made me laugh but i felt happy for alexa. She finally decided to stand up for herself. #unbreakable was trending really fast.

I always knew that alexa was unbreakable, shes not one of the strongest people i know. No, shes the STRONGEST person i know..well used to know.

I eventually closed the laptop and i got up from the chair that lauren was sitting on earlier. You must be wondering why i called lauren 'babe' earlier..uh well...i think i have feelings for her. I mean, lauren is pretty hot with her fit figure, long straight brown hair and hazel eyes. Shes a bitch though, yes im admitting it.

I don't know but i feel attracted to her. I don't like what she's doing though, its horrible..well, i was apart of it but still.

I entered the room that i put lauren in. Incase you're wondering, this is my apartment. I stripped from my t-shirt and my sweatpants and i layed next to her.

Im sorry again, alexa.

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Alexa's pov:

"Harry, you must be busy right now but can you please call me back? I need you right now." I replayed the message i sent harry after i called him. I sent him this 4 hours ago. Im worried now.

I turned to the opposite side, ok i need to see him. What if something happened to him.
I stopped at a red light and i turned my head to look at the car next to me to see sam looking right back at me with a little smirk.

I gave him the middle finger while rolling my eyes.

I finally reached Harry's house.
I knocked a few times but i received no answer, thats when i freaked out inside. Ok, there's got to be something up. I looked around for a spare key, after a few minutes i found one under my mat. I picked it up and i ran in, i looked around. "Harry?" I called out. No answer. "Harry, its me" i called out again while going up the stairs.

I heard light snores coming from Harry's room and a wave of relief washed through me. Who sleeps until now though? Its 3 in the afternoon. I walked to his room and i opend the door. "Har-" i stopped my self the moment my eyes made contact with his bed. There, a brunette layed with him. I couldn't see her face but she must be way prettier than me.

A pang of jelousy hit me. I mean, im not supposed to be jealous but i can't help it..

I was just about to turn around and leave, when i tripped but i held the door. However, my foot made contact with the edge of the door. I couldn't keep in the hiss that came out of my mouth. "A-alexa?" I heard harry say behind me. I turned around to face a very sleepy harry rubbing his eyes and squinting them at me. "Hi..harry" i looked down. "What are you doing here?" He asked me while getting up from the bed. "Uh..nothing, i was just about to..leave" i stammered while talking. "Babe, you can tell me anything" he smiled warmly at me. I gave him a disgusted look.
"Don't call me that when you were just laying- ugh- never mind. Bye" i said, turning around. He held my arm and he turned me around to face him again. "When i was just laying.. what?" He gave me a confused look. "Nothing" i shrugged, trying to act like its nothing important.

"No, tell me" he said. "Nothing, harry. Now let me go" i replied, shrugging again. "God dammit just tell me! You are so damn difficult!" He glares at me.

" Ok, fine. I was about to say 'don't call me that when you've been laying with' "
I paused to look at the still sleeping brunette wuth her head burried in the covers.
"...her" i pointed to her.

His face suddenly turned from angry and confused to playful and satisfied. "Awwe..jelous?" He smirked while pinching my cheek. Anger started to boil in me, he has no idea how worried i have been for him.

"No harry! Thats not the deal with me. Im angry, not jelous!
I've been calling since 10 in the morning, i needed you harry!
While i was worried sick about why you haven't been answering your phone and why you didnt even bother answering your phone, you've been messing around with some girl you probably met at the club!" I yelled while giving him a glare.

"Why alexa? Why do you keep calling me? If i don't pick up then why don't you just get the freaking idea! I don't care for you. I never did. You are too clingy and depressed even though you have everything anyone  would ask for. Now why were you calling? I saw your tweet alexa! All your fans were giving you love. You must be happy right now. No one will love you alexa, no one loves a depressed and sad person that doesnt have a heart anymore because its been broken so many times! No one will love a person that can't smile! No one will love YOU alexa!" He yelled even louder.

My heart sank. He doesn't care? No one will love me? What? I didnt cry though, i standed my ground.

"Honey, i think you forgot that im a celebrity. I have got way more people that love me than you ever will!" I shouted right in his face while smiling sarcastically.

Suddenly, harry started smirking at me and looking back at the bed where the girl layed. I turned to look at her to see her holding her phone and recording. "Not anymore, after the people see this, your whole career is done" he smirked even wider. But i wasn't focused on that, i was focused on the girl.

She looks so familiar. Suddenly it all clicked. "L-lauren..is that you?" I asked looking confused.
"Yes" she smirked. I turned to look at harry to find him smirking too. "You..you guys..its been you the whole time? The pictures on twitter..E-everything! It was you." I stammered, shocked. "Yup, now get out of my apartment and leave me and my girlfriend alone" harry said. A single tear fell from my eye and rolled down my cheek. "You did it again..you betrayed me again! Harry i want you to tell me what's wrong with me! Why does everyone keep on betraying me? Why do YOU keep in betraying me?" I asked him. "What's wrong with you? Theres so many..like your ugly ass or your fat body or your shitty voice, take a pick." he answered.
Lauren started laughing and i looked down. "I just wanted to tell you that sam showed up..i didn't- im sorry" i said, barely audible. "What was that, bitch? Is she on mute or did her annoying voice make me go deaf?" Harry said while laughing. I looked at him with so much hatred. He looked at me and i looked him in the eyes.
This is not harry, this is not the harry i know...

I looked away. "Thankyou for telling me how you feel harry.
Congrats, i don't feel anything anymore. You won. Im done with this shitty life. Everyone wants to bring me down and it seems like im in a war but i dont have anyone on my side. Im fighting alone, harry." I turned around to leave, just when i heard him answering back. "Yeah, thats right alexa. You're alone. No one will ever think of loving you or staying by your depressed ass"

That was my breaking point. I kept on running and running.
I wasn't looking and i didn't care.

That's when i reached an alley.

"Hey, baby"

No, not him.

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