Angels can be broken H.s

Chapter 10

Harry's pov:

I walked in alexa's hospital room, quietly. I was welcomed by a sight, i never wanted to see.

Alexa had tubes attached to her everywhere. She was really pale, she looked..dead.
I sat next to her and i took her cold hand in mine. "This is all my fault" i whispered, not bearing to look at her anymore.

Suddenly, the doctor walked in.
"Mr.styles" she nodded her head. I didn't say anything, i couldn't. "Seems that alexa or miss.cowell is in a coma. We don't know when she'll wake up, it might be days, weeks, months or even years. However, there is no chance of her dying so relax. We couldn't call her legal guardian, her mother because her number wasn't on alexa's phone. Your number was the first we found, it had heart emoji's in it so we thought you might be her boyfriend" the doctor explained.

"I am not her boyfriend" i said quietly.

"Okay..i will leave you alone, im sorry about her. She'll wake up don't worry" the doctor smiled sadly at me. "Thankyou" i looked at her trying to smile, but failing.

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Its been 2 weeks since alexa was brought to the hospital and she hasn't woken up, yet.

I miss her so much. I go to visit her in the hospital everyday after school but that's not enough. I need to hear her sweet voice and look into her ocean blue eyes. Kathy came uo to me the other day, asking me about alexa. I thought she was faking her concern so i just told her to piss off, i wasn't in the mood to take shit from anyone.

"Hey doc, how is she doing?" I asked the doctor.masy, alexa's doctor. "She's...good" she smiled weakly at me. "Masy, tell me the truth" i glared at her. "Uh ok, she's  not doing well harry, s-she was found to have scars on her thighs and wrists..she's lost too much blood. Her arms have over 50 scars each and don't even ask me about her thighs" masy looked down.

No, no, no! Alexa can't leave me.
She just can't. "I thought there is no chance of her to die!" I yelled in frustration. "That was before we found out anything about her scars harry" masy said calmly. How could she be so calm? Alexa might be dieing in that room. The thought only, makes me want to burst in tears.

Why us everything always my fault? I always mess things up.
I want alexa back, i can't imagine life without her even though we met only a month ago. 

I went running down the hall to alexa's room.  I reached her door and i opend it.

There she was, laying on that white hospital bed with a tube in her nose and her hair sprawled all over the pillow. She looked so peaceful, like she isn't in pain anymore, like she's free. "Oh, angel! Why are you so broken?" I said, running my hand through her hair gently.
I grasped her arm and i turned it to see a huge band aid rapped around it. There must be loades because her whole arm was wrapped up. A single tear fell down my cheek. "Come back alexa, im nothing without you here. Im sorry im so messed up" i whispered and kissed her cheek. "I-i love you" i kissed her cold lips.

I know its too early to love someone when you've only known them for a month but alexa isn't normal. She isn't just any girl around here that i like, she is alexa, alexa cowell and she proved to me that Angels can be broken.

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He said it,aweeewwe
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