Alexa's pov:
"Alexa?" I heard someone gasp.
I didn't bother looking up, its not the time to deal with sam's shit right now. "Alexa! What happened?" He said, kneeling down to my level..i think.I looked up. "Sam, piss off" i snapped at the annoying blonde. "What's wrong, darling?" He said once again, ignoring what i said.
He's pissing me off and he KNOWS it. "Sam, i don't need more shit from anyone, im already loaded" i snapped at him, yet again.
"Awee, is little alexa pissed? Let's see how the media will react to this!"
No way, he won't even dare to.
I got up and i kicked him where the sun doesn't shine, hard."CAN'T YOU SEE THAT IM ALREADY FEELING DOWN? CAN'T YOU NOT BE AN ASSHOLE FOR ONCE AND LEAVE ME ALONE?? YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND! IM STRESSSED, DEPRESSED EVEN!" i yelled, fully breaking down this time.
I looked at sam to find him smirking, holding his phone in his hand. "DICK!" I yelled, flipping him off and running off to the other direction.
I ran and ran until i reached my apartment, quickly going in and sliding myself down the door, my back facing it.
Screw Harry
Screw sam
Screw Gigi
Screw life
Screw me...
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Alexa's pov:Sam is my half brother, we have the same mum but different dad's. No, mum didnt cheat. My mum was married to a different guy before my dad, though, her and that guy only lasted 2 years while my mum and dad lasted 7. However, i don't really consider sam as an actual brother, why should i?
He joined in making my life the shittiest, what kind of brother would do that? So i never mention him to anyone.
Sam is a pretty hot dude, im not going to lie. But, he is an ass AND he's my brother so ew, no.
The first time i saw sam was when i was 10, i remember it perfectly.."mum, who are we meeting at the restaurant?" My 10 year old self asked. "Oh, my friend and his son are joining us. I want you to behave ok?" She kissed my cheek, sweetly. "Okay, mummy" i replied while giggling.
We reached the restaurant and my dad took my oit of the car seat. "Daddy, can you pleaseeee carry me?" I asked him, pouting.
"Sweat heart, you're 10. I think you manage" he laughed at my silly behaviour.We walked in and my mum lead us straight to a table where a man and a boy around my age were sitting. We took a seat and i had to sit next to the boy. "Hi! Im alexa, what's your name?" I asked him while smiling. "None of your business" he rolled his eyes. "Honey, that's sam, don't bother him because he's abit upset now." My mum whispered in my ear. "Okay" i said back.
The dinner went fine..well, except the part that sam kept on hitting e with his leg under the table. I don't understand, why does he hate me? We could be friends.
The day i met sam and his dad my mum didnt tell me that he's my half brother. She told me he's just a family friend..however, sam told me abit after that. But he told me that he would never consider me as his actual sister too.
I was 10 at that time...so i didn't know how to deal with that. I just cried and cried and cried, until i ran out of tears.
I went to twitter, to see if sam actually posted something about what happened.
'Wow! She even has anger issues? What more is there?
I don't even feel bad for this bitch.'Ok, looks like he did. Honestly, you will obviously think im retarded but i didn't even bother closing the phone or scrolling, i just stared at the screen blankly.
I decided to see what else people are saying so i scrolled down.
'Thats why no one will ever love her, well its part of the reason. Other than being ugly, stupid, the shittiest singer etc.'
'Guys, stop hating on her because of this video. Everybody has a breaking point and that's ok BUT i do agree that you are the ugliest persom I've ever seen alexa, in and out.'
A small smile appeared on my face when i read the first part of the comment, but not longer after it faded, what? Is she being nice or rude or..?
I decided to tweet a screenshot of a small speech i typed on my notes..maybe standing up for myself would be good.
Hi guys,
First of all i would like to thank all my supporters and fan's, the actual ones.for staying by my side even after all the rumours that's been going around. Second of all, i would like to clear up all the rumours about the nudes that's been posted 3 weeks ago on my account. Im sorry to all fan's and to everyone that cares deeply for me and my music. Im sorry if i disappointed you in any way.
Now to clear it up, the women in the pictures was not me. I have respect for my self and my body, i wouldn't do that to myself or to anyone. I don't know how or why someone would decide to do something this horrible to me but what i know is that, the person who did it must really hate me. Because it's been hell for the passed 3 weeks, to deal with all the hate and death threats I've been getting.
Third of all, this video has been posted a while ago, with me screaming like a mad person. Well, im not sorry for that. If you were me and if you've been through all the shit i had to go through my whole life, then you would totally understand that everyone has a breaking point. No one's perfect. I've had so much shit to deal with, i sometimes wonder how im not broken yet. I wonder why life keeps throwing shit my way. I wonder why i can never be happy. I wonder why everyone leaves or betrays me when all i seem to do was trust them.
I want to be a normal human being with a normal life. My only escape from this dark world is singing, so i ALWAYS wonder...why can't the world just let me do the only thing that makes me happy without any consequences?~thankyou, alexa♡
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Harry's pov:"Babe" i sighed, looking at lauren. She's been looking up ways to 'ruin alexa's life' for hour's now and i can't do ANYTHING about it. Seriously, lauren looks like a mentally obsessed person right now. "Huh?" She asked, not even glancing at me. Her eyes were focused on the laptop's screen and she seemed so intersted.
I rolled my eyes. "Lauren, why are you doing this?" I asked her while grabbing her jaw and turning her head so she would be facing me. "I..i..what did you say?" She asked me, her brown eyes looked so tired and she had bags under her eyes.
"Lauren get up, you need rest" i got her up and i carried her to the bed and i layed her down. I switched off the light and i walked out, closing the door too.
I walked to the living room to see the laptop still on, i was just about to shut it off. But then i looked at the screen.
"Alexa tweeted back?" I whispered to myself.
She did?
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