Chapter 13

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Alexa's pov:

"Look at her..how does she look in the mirror without puking"

"I can't imagine bieng her"

"Ew, look at her"

"No one will ever love that pathetic lowlife"

I kept the tears in, i couldn't cry. That would show them that im weak. Im used to these comments though, it's just worst this time. Why are people assholes? Why can't they just shut the hell up and mind their own business? They don't know shit, then why talk?

I wish i was a different person with a different life. I know that some people have got it badder than me but i can't help it.

People have something called goals. I've heard that whatever your goal is and how stupid it us to others, it would still be important to you. Well these people right there, their goal is to let me down, to hurt me.

I have been hurt so many times i lost count. At some point, i would become depressed even. I don't understand why someone would feel pleasure when killing someone on the inside. I try my best to keep it together but i know that there's a time where im going to completely shatter.

I reached my locker to see 'loser' written on it with red spray paint. I sighed. Life sucks.

"Hey, alexa! Or should i say, slut" i heard lauren say behind me. I turned around and frowned. Kathy stood next to lauren with an uneasy expression on her face.
I ignored lauren and pushed pass her only to get something thrown on my face. Ouch, that actually hurt.

I can feel the blood starting to pour out of my nose. I looked doen to find a science textbook on the floor and trust me, these are thick. Everyone was laughing around me, no one even bothered to see if i was ok.

"Oh my god! Look at her, she's worthless. I suggest you go kill your self alexa, no one will miss you anyway" she said while laughing. I looked down, maybe she's right. I should just go and kill my self.

"She can't even say anything back" someone from the crowd shouted. I pushed pass all the people and ran outside but bumped into a hard chest. "Woah, you ok- wait! Alexa?" Harry said, helping me up.

"What's wrong, love?" He sweetly said. "No-nothing" i stuttered, still strying to keep in the tears. "Hey, you can tell me" he said softly. I couldn't talk, i just wrapped my arms around him and i rested my head on his chest, i needed this and he is the only person that made me feel safe.

"Lets go to my car" he said while carrying me to his car.
I couldn't hold it any longer, i started crying softly. "Shhh, its okay to cry, love. Let it all out" he soothed.

"Why-why me?" I asked harry, i seem to always ask it but i never get any answer. "Because alexa. If you went to buy candy, would you get the bad tyoe if the best one?" Harry asked. I was slightly confused but answered anyway. "The best one" i said. " exactly, life chooses the best people to try to destroy..but you have to be strong alexa" harry said. "I've been strong for too long harry, i don't know if i can do it anymore" i cried.

"You won't stop, and i will be by your side through everything"

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Chapter 12 here!
So how's it going people?
Im so excited i have a competition next week and its for singing. I honestly can't wait. Comment down whatever you think about this story and if you want to share any talents you have you can share that too. And these people that don't have talents and thoughts then they can just vote 😂😂😂💖

~kenda

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