Angels can be broken H.s

Chapter 3

Harry's pov:

"I don't really get it dude, that girl is weird! I mean sure, she is popular but that's just because she hangs out with Lauren and kathy..and lets not forget amber" Jake exclaimed

"Alexa is NOT wierd! She is just lost, and she isn't popular just because she hangs out with these girls!" I looked at him, he is seriously pissing me off.

"Whatever you say, mate but im warning you" he stops to look up from his phone. "Your reputation is going to go down hill and she's most definitely gonna be the reason why"

I shrugged, he's so stupid. How's my reputation going to go down hill from hanging out with her when she is popular? But either way, i don't care. Im not an asshole, i won't stop talking to her just because that dumbass told me not to.

I finished with my cigarette and stept on it, walking back inside the school building.

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Alexa's pov:

"Hey dad, its been really long.."
I sit down.
"Im sorry i didn't visit in so long, b-but i couldn't face it..i couldn't believe it-t" i said as a single tear rolled down my cheek.

"I-I miss you dad, i miss how you used to give me advice about boys, i miss how you used to read me stories at night and kiss my forehead, i miss how i used to tell you anything and everything.." i glance up at the grave.

"Nothing is the same without you dad! Mum isn't the same, s-she stopped caring about me. Yesterday she told me to- to kill my self. I wanted to, but i couldn't bring myself to leave her dad! She lost you, she wouldnt want to loose me too..i think..but-but i love her either way" i couldn't help but start sobbing.

It's been a year since my dad died. Everything went downhill from there. My mum started to drink and smoke, my brother left for university and recently got into a car crash which lead him to a coma. I cried myself to sleep every night just thinking about my life.

No one understands what i have been through. They think that im just trying to fit in and be badass so people like me. I have only dated once in my whole life. And the boy that i dated is the reason why i think that all boys are assholes. He played with my heart and threw me away when he was done, like im some type of game.

"Dad, what do i do? I can't continue living like this! Its hard. W-why can't god just give me a freaking break!" I yelled the last part. I just had to let it out, all of it.

I cried harder that ever. I held the grave so tightly, wishing it was my dad instead. No one can save me now, this world has broke me and who ever tries to help will end up getting hurt by all my broken peices.

It's not like anyone would want to help though, or so i thought.

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Hayden panettiere as Amber.
So tell me how you are liking it until now and vote, if i deserve it lol. Byeeee♡
~kenda