"Friends"

Chapter 17

Mason's POV

I couldn't sleep all night. I imaged this happening in a dream like 2 month's ago. Why? Out of all people isaac? He is a fuckboy he dates girls then leaves then in like 4 days, so why would alexus want to date him? After spending so much time with her i thought everything was going good between us, but then this happens? I just want it to be the same without isaac in the picture but i guess im never gonna get alexus back. AAAHHHHH i yell at the top of my lungs. Maybe i just need to give her time, maybe she'll realise that she wants me back, but i dout it. Why? I've never in my life cared about someone so much and spended so much to with a girl, all im asking is another chance and i swear i wont let her down. Why did this have to happen all of a sudden. PLEASE GOD IF YOU CARE ABOUT THIS WORLD THEN WHY DON'T YOU JUST MAKE THIS HAPPEN. I fall on my knees, remembering the times we had and i start crying again but not because im sad. I crying tears of joy. I just happy that i gotten to date a nice sweet girl, but why now? This is why i didn't want them to hangout but alexus kept getting mad at me for getting to jealous? Now do you understand why i didn't want you to talking? But no im to jealous. Please alexus,please. Ik you don't want to date right now so I'll just have to wait and see what happens but i swear god if you choses isaac i don't what im going to do maybe cut myself but i don't want to have to force her to choose me, so what do i do? I get up and lay in my bed crying myself to sleep. I shiver as i feel ny body go cold, but i just keep laying there. I not going to give up on her, i never will. I try to cry but my body doesn't have enough water to, so i just lay there. I think its time to call it quits. No i don't give up i never have and i never will. Just saying those words tskes so much energy from my body, i feel myself getting weaker and weaker, but i still manage to get up. I take a few steps, but then my legs give in and i fall against the floor. I just lay there and think about alexus and the world starts to get dark but my phone startd ringing but i cant move so i just let the dark consume me.

Alexus's POV

It was just a break up...right? I don't know why mason is trying so hard to get me back, does he like me that much. I like him a little but i like isaac more.

Mason's POV

I wake up laying in someone else's bed, i get up look around and realise im in alexus's bed but she's not hear. I start think if this was a dream so i check my phone and realise it wasn't a dream, so then why am i lying in her bed? I start to cry and try my best to go back to sleep. I don't want to live on this planet if alexus isn't with me. I get a message from isaac saying im sorry dude it wasnt my decision. I throw my phone across the room and start to cry again and start punching the walls, but i start slowing down and go back to crying i sit there and think to myself and hope for the best, but i know that alexus will probably chose isaac so i just sit there hopelessly and cry to myself. I fall over and lay there, and just as im about to fall asleep i here the front door open but im too tired so i just sleep.