"Friends"

Chapter 26

Mason's POV

I look up and see all of the rides. I look around and watch the people move around fast on the roller coasters. I spot the faris wheel and look over at alexus. She looks at me and smiles. I walk over to her slowly and hold her hand. All of us start spreading out pretty quickly as i lead alexus to the faris wheel. We stand there and wait in the line waiting to reach the front. I look around but then look at alexus. I look at her and realise damn isaac ain't getting this back, like ever. She looks in my direction so i look away. I look back at her to see if she noticed. She gives me this expression so i look away. After we waitand reach the front i get so excited because i have been waiting for so long. We get in to one of the things. I sit down and look around as we get higher and higher. I hold alexus's hand and look her straight in her eyes. "Why can't i be like this always, me and you together tell the day i die". I lean in a kiss her softly. I pull away and start to give her kiss on her neck. I pull away again and i look into her eyes. "That's the girl i fell in love with and ain't nobody gonna change that". She smiles and blushes. I pull her in and hug her. I hold her and whisper in her ear, "I wish i could hold you in my arms forever". "Who says you can't?" She says. "If it were only that easy", i say as i sigh, "I want you so badly but your with isaac, we can't keep going like this alexus". "Why not?", she says. "We can't do anything as long as your with isaac". "Come on why not?", she says. "Because i can't do isaac like that, if you want me end things with isaac and if you want him then be with him, you have to decide", I say with the biggest regret, but know its what has to be done. She looks at me with sadness, so i look away because i stand to see her like that, i just want to make her happy. "Im sorry, alexus". "I should be apologising, so why are you" I hear her say with sympathy. "I tend to say sorry alot because i feel like everything is my fault". She looks away with the saddest expression. I cover my eyes and try so hard not to cry. I start to think, my life is so bad and shit. As the ride finishes i get off and split away from alexus. I walk around looking for angel, jacky and gracie. I spot gracie and i tell her that i miss alexus too damn much. She tells me, "just get over it already!" "I yell back its not that easy! My heart is so hurt its gonna be scared!" I run in the other direction and try to find the exit. I stop and turn around to see alexus grabbing my hand. She trys to comfort me and tells me sorry. I push her away and run out the exit. I get in my car and drive away as fast as i can. My eyes start to pour ad i drive down the road. My eyes get blurred and i can't see which direction im going it. I pull over in someones drive way and sit there crying. I smack my Steering wheel out of frustration and sit there thinking about all of my life choices. I tell myself that if i did things a bit differently me and alexus could have worked out. I put my car in drive pull out of the drive way. My eyes are still spilling over but its ok. I can't see were im going and try to wipe my eyes. I hear honking and see everything go slow. I watch as my car, my Audi R8 ram into the back of a 4x4. I feel the air bag hit my face and push my head back. I feel my car move forward and it jerks my body forward. I hit my head on the air bag and push all of the air out of it. I get hit again but this time from the drivers seat. I feel my body get crushed under the car door. I sit there in the wreck trying to scream for help but something doesn't let me. I feel all the pain hit me at once, then everything goes dark. I see my body in a black space floating. I can see all of my thoughts. I open my eyes and see a doctor looking over me. I jump up not expecting to see a doctor. I feel a sharp pain in my left leg, my right foot, and my left arm. I cluck the bed side and scream in pain. The doctor holds me down and tells me not to move. My vision blurs and start to darken. The last word i hear is "stay with me... mason". I know that voice is my last thought as it all goes dark.