Please... just do it.

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Ok I know some people where wondering "How in the world did Alan get his mind back?" I will be answering that in this chappy! I was planing to do it in the last chapter but I didn't. Sowwie but i will be answering in it his chapter! There will be some language in the book.

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I whined and laid on the ground. Dustain laid along side of me. He placed his paw over mine, I laid my head on his paw. I heard a soft whine, my head shot up. I looked over a Gabby. She was moving just a little bit. I ran over and sat by her side. I heard panting of a wolf. I turned around and seen Alan. He was a little bloody. I wanted to walk up to him, take his pain away. But I stayed where I was, Alan looked at Dustain and growled.

I shifted  "Why do you growl at him?! I need a mate! I freaking dieing because you refuse to be my mate!"

When he heard that I was dieing, his eyes got a little wide. He whimpered, he shifted back.

"I am planing to go back to one of my other mates. I don't deserve to have you." he said, I could hear the pain in his voice.

"Alan please... don't go please. If you didn't deserve me we wouldn't be mated. Do you know how broken I am with out you. Please, I love you." I said begging with tears in my eyes.

"I can't." he said he turned and shifted. His wolf was now a gray wolf with a white muzzle. His eyes where no longer a blueish gray like mine where, his eyes where hazel. My stomach twisted in pain, I felt something being torn from me. I force shifted my wolf howled in pain. I collapsed and started to throw up blood. I seen Alan running toward me. Dustain was coming near us too. I whined in pain, I kept coughing up blood. 

I felt someone shift. I couldn't see, my vision was getting blurry. I heard Dustain start to scream at Alan.

(A/N: THERE WILL BE HARSH LANGUAGE! IF YOU WISH TO SKIP THE LANGUAE PLASE LOOK FOR NEXT A/N)

"You fucking ass hole! How could you not go back to her! Can you not fucking see shes dieing! Do you know how much pain your putting her threw! If anyone doesn't deserve her its me and her old mates! It was not your fault for what happen to you!" Dustain screamed.

Alan snarled "I wouldn't be talking you man whore! You where the first one to fucking hurt her!" 

"At lest I'm not killing her!" Dustain snapped back.

Alan growled "At lest I was the fucking ass hole who was going to force my self on her!"

~Dustain's P.O.V.~

Alan looked down. He was foolish he was killing her! He was ashamed of something he didn't do!

I snarled "That has nothing to fucking do with this! Your fucking killing her over some bull shit you didn't do!"

He wasn't saying anything now. He was thinking, how could so many ass holes be mated to her? She didn't deserve us jerks. How much I hated my self for doing the shit I did.

(A/N: OKIE BAD LANGUAE OVER)

"You don't get it. I broke the bond while I still had my mind. I started to fall in love with the one black wolf. I thought she was my true mate. I guess my inner black wolf took me over just to make sure I stayed with her. There was no spell it was just my inner black wolf. Before you ask how I got my control back. When you kissed her it pissed me and Lighting (his wolf is you guys don't remember) so badly it gave us enough strengh to push our way back. With anger fueling us we where able to take back control. But the point is I broke it because I wanted too. I really shouldn't have her as a mate. I told my self I only had eyes for my mate and, I would never hurt her. If I ever did I would never give my self a second chanse." he said. He was shaking with anger.

"What does your wolf say?" I asked.

"He agrees with me. We both will stay mateless and, we will both die that way." he shifted and ran.

'So you will kill her because of your own stupidity.' I mind linked him as he ran. He stopped and turned and looked me in the eyes.

'Not if you mark her.' he said.

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Holy shit what just happened! So Team Alan or Team Dustain? 9 COMMENTS TO UPDATE!!!! :OOO

Come on you can't NOT comment on dis chappy. This is huuuuuge for her right now! Should she Pick a mate? Or should she go off and find a male who lost his mate and become mated to him? Or find a human and mate to them? Or just stay the hell single. Cause its not that far till the big battle come ;). That also brings up something. If anyone is intrested I am not really great at writing fight sences. So I was going to give you guys a chanse to write the big fight. Other wise I had someone in mind to do it for me. So if you guys want to message me and I'll tell you what powers each wolf has and you will even get a sneak peek at what happens for a lot of things ;). But i will have you send me a writing copy of a a fight seen. or if you have a book that has fighing I will read that too anyhow! comment! 

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