she sleeps when she close her eyes

part three

"I hate him! I just can't stand him anymore. I just..." Kate shout walking up and down in her shrink's office like a mad disparate women.

"Is this why you came here?" The lady asked looking at Kate.

"No of course not." Kate replied and took a seat on the chair.

On the table was a golden plate written, Christina Benjamin.

"Then what's wrong Kate?" Christina ask.

"I...want ...another child." Kate replied hoping its not a bad idea and everyone could tell that she's waiting for the best. She look at Christina full of desperation scanning every inch of her light brown blown out short hair looking at Christina's eyes hiding behind two great blinking glasses.

"With who?" she ask raising an eyebrow.

"Anyone. I just want a child." Kate replied through her hard breathings.

"Kate , I'm gonna give you true advice. Don't sleep with a stranger. It's easy to get tricked. Find a sperm donater, take it to a doctor for tests and leave the rest to them okay." christina told with that 'I'm-serious-at-this-tip' expression.

Kate pull in her lips then let go again and take a deep breath.

"But who?" she asked breaking through her held up breath.

"That's up to you." christina replied pulling up her shoulders and relaxing it as soon as it felt back to it's position.

"Do you even think I can have children? I mean I'm like twenty nine and I haven't had a man in years." kate asked thinking about it with desirable eyes.

"Possible." Christine replied then gasp when a brilliant plan came up to that brilliant mind of hers. "Why not ask Richard?"

"No, no, no. Never ever ever ever will I ask him to be the father of my soon to come baby." Kate was shocked. Christina knew all about how much she hated Richard. Kate gets noxious from even hearing his name or thinking about him.

"It was just a suggestion." christina said.

Kate took a minute of silence till she sighed and stood up.

"Katie is probably waiting." kate whispered putting her hands infront of her lap.

"Let me know if you found something." christina stood up. "Kate, I want you to know that I'm there for you okay." christine walk to Kate and took her hands. "Plus, I know a very good doctor that won't mind helping." christina said.

"Thanks." Kate gave christina a hug with proud tears then let go again. "Oh my gosh I'm crying." She giggled drying up her tears.

"Just know that it will take a while but it's worth the while." Christina smiled at Kate. Kate gave a smile, took a deep breath then look at Christina as she opened her eyes.

She could feel happiness dancing in her heart and she didn't want it to end which means she's gonna make sure she gets pregnant.