Ryn’s P.O.V.
After the fiasco that happened at the coffee shop I ran home. I couldn’t look at Zander or anyone else. Knowing that I could’ve just screwed this whole fucking band up. The tension came back. I ran to my room where everything that Josh said he threw out, but I kept some in the closet. I un-zippered the my suit case with everything in it, my clothes, my hair accersies, my shoes and everything else. I reached down to the bottom of the bag to find three packs of cigerettes. One. Just one I swear to god. I just need one of them. I put it to my mouth and lite it up.
“Fuck this shit” I muttered and pulled out a bottle of Jack and locked the door. I slid down the wall and drank it...well chugged it. I missed this. I missed this feeling of reliefness. There was pounding on the doors but I didn’t care.
Matt’s P.O.V.
“Where did she go?”I asked Zander as we started following. We lost her after the 4th block.
“She-She probably went back to the hotel.” Zander panted.
“Okay, lets go” I said standing up and taking him by the arm and running to the hotel.
“What room?” The lady at the front desk asked.
“Um..Um...44!” Zander said quickly.
“Okay! Just go right up!” The lady smiled. We said thank you and ran to the eleavator. There was a young couple there. Just smiling and giggling at each other. It sorta reminded me of Ryn. But, she didn’t like me.
“ Hey Zander?” I asked. He looked at me.
“Does Ryn...you know... like me?”I asked quietly. He just bursted out laughing.
“During the interview we had when e first got signed. She was off in space like day dreaing and Bryan asked her a question and she said “Matt Webb!” and the question was “ Marry one,fuck one, kill one.” And it was her turn to marry. Dude, shes like in love with you.” He smiled.
“What if I asked her out?” I asked.
“ Ask her out. You break up with her with her though, your ass will have a vacancy sign on it an my foot will be looking for a home”
“And you can tell that to Josh about Devon.” Zander said threating. I nodded quickly. I finally noticed the doors to the elevator opened. Zander took off like lighting speed to get to room 44. I followed him.
“The door won’t open” He said over and over again trying to open it. I started helping. It just wouldn’t fucking budge.
“1..”
“2...”
“3!” Zander and I counted off running int the door and making it fall down.
“Ryn?!” I yelled.
“ Ryn?” I whispered looking at the body of a passed out drunk.
“Zander!” I yelled at the top of my lungs.
“Check her pulse!” He said kneeling next to me. It was faint but I could barely hear it. It started slowing down...and down.....until it was nothing.
“CALL A FUCKING AMBULANCE!” I yelled at Zander who was nearly crying who was already talking on the phone.
“CALL JOSH!” Zander whispered yelled. I scrambled for my cell phone and dialed Josh’s number and waited for it to ring.
“Hello?”He answered
“Josh, it’s Matt. Ryn. Is dead. She over dosed. She is going to the hospital. Meet us at St.Mary’s.” I said fast and hung up. The doors busted open to two skinny ambulance people with a gurny. Zander and I moved out of the way as we watched them pump her,or try, to back to life. She coughed.
