Where she went (REVISED)

Chapter 1

Four years. It's been four years since I last saw his face. It's been four years since I told him that I loved him. It's been four years since I last felt like I had a family.

I held my suitcase close to my side as we all unloaded from the bus. As my feet hit the ground and the air hit my nose. I knew I was home.

"Have a great stay in Charming!" The bus driver yelled to me before pulling away from the station.

'Charming, California. I never thought I'd see this place again.' I thought to myself as I began to walk down the road and back to the only place I have ever called home. As I walked I heard the rumble of motorcycles coming down the street as I stopped and turned to see a herd of Samcro bikers and bikes speeding down the road, I smiled to myself as I continued.

After a while, I began to see the sign of the reaper on the side of a building up ahead while the sign next to it read 'Teller-Morrow Auto' I smiled as I began to pick up the pace. Once I reached the gates I could see some men working on cars, while others were lounging around. I could see the croweaters busy at work to try and please the sons as they got off their bikes and then I saw him.

Jax Teller.

The boy who made my heart skip a thousand beats. Jax had been getting off his bike when an older woman approached him and put her hand on his shoulder.

'Wait. I know her... It's Gemma.' I thought to myself. I began to take a deep breath before walking in. I watched as Gemma and Jax began to take notice of my arrival with confused looks. As I began to come close I noticed Tig begin to stand up and head for my direction.

"Hello doll face, is there something I can help you with?" Tig said as I laid my suitcase beside me.

"Actually, yeah there is." I said without taking my sunglasses off.

"Lay it on me." Tig responded with a smirk.

"I'm looking for my favourite uncle. He works at Teller-Morrow, he's a member of the famous biker gang 'Sons of Anarchy', he's about 6'1 with black curly hair and sometimes goes by the name Tig. Do you know him by any chance?" I questioned with a smirk. Tig began to chuckle as he looked back at Jax and them.

"I do, actually. My name's Tig but I don-" I cut Tig off by removing my sunglasses with a smirk.

"Hey Tiggy, did you miss me?" I said as Tig's mouth dropped in awe.

"(Y/-(Y/N)?" Tig stuttered out as I nodded my head with a big smile spreading across my face. The next thing I knew Tig had engulfed me into a hug as he picked me up and begun to spin me around.

"Baby girl! I thought you were gone for good. I missed you so fucking much!" Tig yelled out as I giggled.

"I missed you too." I said as Tig finally began to put me down. "How is everyone? Where's John? I missed him so much." I questioned as Tig looked to the ground before looking back at me.

"Uh, maybe you should see Jax and Opie first. They haven't been the same since you left." I nodded my head as he signalled Opie to come over first.

"What is it man?" Opie questioned as he began to walk over into our direction.

"I have someone I want you to see." Tig said as he smiled and moved out of Ope's way.

"Wh- (Y/-(Y/N)?" Opie said as he stopped mid-walk.

"Yeah, it's been awhile." I said as Opie ran and picked me up just as Tig did.

"How have you been? Where did you go? Does Jax know you're back?" Opie questioned all at once as I giggled.

"For one, I've been good. Two, I went to New York for a little while and three, not yet. I think I got them all." I said as Opie chuckled and nodded his head.

"You did." By now, everyone began to crowd around us as I began to see some new faces and some old faces. "Speaking of Jax, where is he?" I questioned as Opie began to look around before he pointed over towards his bike. I nodded before pushing through the crowd and walking over to him.

"Well, well, well, the prince of Charming is it? I bet you thought you never see this face again?" I questioned as Jax's mouth dropped in awe.

"(Y/N)?! Is that you?!" Jax questioned as he pushed himself off his bike before coming towards me.

"The one and only." I said with a smirk as Jax's eyes lit up and he ran towards me and wrapped me in his arms.

"I thought you were gone for good... Especially after what happened the night you left." I half smiled as I tried not to bring up the memories of the past as Jax wrapped his arm around my shoulders.

"I thought about it but then I realized I missed my family too much." I began before looking up at him. "I missed you too much." I said as a faded blush spread across his cheeks.

"I missed you too. You know, in honour of you coming back, I am going to throw you one hell of a welcome home party." Jax said as I nodded in agreement.

"Well, how was your trip?" I turned to see Gemma standing behind me and Jax with her arms crossed and a playful smirk on her face.

"Eh, New York is not as eventful as here. It doesn't compare to this place." I said before Gemma chuckled before opening her arms and coming towards me.

"I missed you baby." Gemma responded pulling me in for a hug, I smiled hugging her back.

"I missed you too." I said as we pulled away and Jax's arm came around my shoulders again.

"You know John and I almost tore a strip out of him after he told us you were gone and then we almost skinned him alive when he told us why you left." I chuckled at her before asking her a question.

"Speaking of John, where is he? I missed his wittiness and sarcasm." I said looking around while Gemma and Jax exchanged worried glances.

"Why don't I get you settled in and we'll talk about John, sound good?" Jax questioned. 

"Okay." 

"Well, do you have a place to stay?" Jax questioned as I shook my head. "Well, you can stay in my dorm with me. Like old times." Jax said with a smirk, I rolled my eyes at him in response.

"As long as you don't hog the blankets like you used too, you've got yourself a deal." Jax chuckled before beginning to walk me into the club.

When, we got into the club I immediately felt like I was home. The smell of cheap perfume, alcohol and stale cigarettes hit my nostrils when I first walked in. I smiled as the boys all looked over in my direction with shocked and confused faces.

"Hey boys, who missed me?"