Where she went (REVISED)

Chapter 26

It had been a few days since I told Jax that I loved him. The tension between us raised higher and higher every day.

Jax went outside to use the phone while I stayed in our shared room. I was lost in my thoughts until the sound of someone knocking at the door tore me away from them.

"So, you finally marked your territory?" I looked up to see Ope leaning in the doorway. I sighed and nodded my head.

"I did but I also fucked up." Ope furrowed his brows at me before coming into the room and sitting on the bed with me.

"How?"

"Well, I was proud of myself for actually having sex after everything with Liam." Opie nodded as I continued. "And, I might have a little too proud because I also told Jax I loved him." He stared at me wide-eyed.

"You did what?!" I felt panic rise in me. "Oh, my God! This is so bad! Jax will never talk to you again! Let alone have sex with you!"

"What the hell am I going to do?!?!" I yelled at Ope as he just chuckled.

"I'm kidding." I stared at him with daggers while he just laughed. "No, really. I was talking to Jax and he told me about what happened. He's not mad he's... Shocked." This time it was my turn to furrow my brows.

"Shocked? Why would he be shocked?" Opie just shrugged his shoulders.

"I don't really know but maybe you should talk about it with him." I nodded in agreement.

"Do you know where he is?" Ope nodded his head.

"He's getting ready to do some club business. When he gets back I'll tell him to find you." I nodded as Opie went to walk out of the room.

"Hey (Y/N/N)?" I looked up at him.

"Don't let him go this time. Fight for him." I smiled at Opie.

"I will." And with that Opie was gone.

Time Skip:

The boys had just arrived home and I walked out to greet him. Jax climbed off his bike while Trinity and a Sambel member went to talk with them.

Jax began explaining that he needed to go to a hotel to check out something that had to do with Abel and I thought that this would be the perfect time to get him alone.

"I'll go!" I yelled out as everyone turned around.

"I think it would be better if just I went." Jax protested as I shook my head.

"It will look less suspicious if the two of us go. If we're questioned we're just a young couple looking for a room." Jax sighed and nodded.

"Fine, hop on." I smiled and climbed onto his bike before taking off down the road. We arrived at the hotel and took off our helmets. Parking the bike, we went into the hotel when Jax spotted them. We saw that they were leaving so almost immediately Jax rushed back to the bike and climbed on.

Living in this life I knew not to question Jax on what he was doing. I just followed him.

We followed the young couple to the market place as I watched Jax stare at them with curiosity and for a moment happiness.

We continued following them, I stood a few feet back from Jax. Knowing his needed this space. We stood there for what felt like hours. Soon enough, they passed us. Sharing a gentle smile with us. Jax just stared at Abel, a broke look his face.

When they were out of our view, I walked beside Jax and took his hand in mine.

"Let's go sit down." Jax didn't say any words he just took my hand in his and followed me to a table. I went and got us coffee while Jax just sat there, lost in his thoughts. I walked over to him laying the coffee on the table when he finally spoke up.