Where she went (REVISED)

Chapter 13

The ride back to the club was a quiet one. I held onto Jax's cut we I laid my head against his back. I thought back to what Jax had said.

Flashback:

"What?" Jax said as he stared at me in disbelief.

"I'm sorry I never told you before but I didn't know how. You were so happy with her and I didn't ruin that." I said as Donna and Ope began to venture back out from the woods.

"You hid that from me for all those years and then you just decide today that you're going to finally tell me?!" Jax questioned as he raised his voice. Opie and Donna shared a confused look as they made their way over to us.

"What's going on?" Opie questioned as they reached us.

"Why don't you tell them (Y/N)?" Jax questioned as anger laced his words. I stared at Jax as I felt anger and heartbreak come across me.

"Fine. I got pregnant by Jax when I was seventeen and a few weeks later when Tara and I got into a fucking fight and she kicked me in the stomach with her high heel boot and I had a fucking miscarriage. I was so upset and afraid that I didn't tell Jax till right fucking now!" I snapped as Opie stared at me in shock and Donna looked at me with her same sympathetic look. I didn't know I was crying until I felt the tears slide down my face and hit my hand. I turned back to Jax with tear stained cheeks. "I'm sorry that I didn't tell you." Was all I said as I began to turn away and walk back to the bikes.

Opie and Donna followed me as they headed towards Opie's bike. I grabbed my helmet as I begun to put it on as Jax came behind me. I could feel his eyes burning a hole into the back of my head as I ignore his stare. Jax climbed on his bike as I climbed on behind him. Opie and Donna climbed on as we started up the bikes and began to take off down the road.

Present:

Opie and Donna pulled next to us as we pulled up to a red light.

"We're going to head home." Jax nodded as I stayed in the same position as Opie and Donna turned up the road and headed home. Once the light turned green, Jax took off down the road till we reached the club. We pulled into the parking lot and backed into his space as I climbed off the bike and took off my helmet before heading into the club.

Jax's POV:

I parked my bike as a million thoughts ran through my head. (Y/N) immediately climbed off my bike as she took off her helmet and head for the club. I sighed as she walked in. I laid my helmet on my handlebars as I headed for the club.

"Aye, Jackie boy!" I turned to see Chibs walking behind me. I stopped to let him catch up.

"Hey," I said simply. Chibs looked at me with a concerned.

"Where's the lassie too?" Chibs questioned as I held the door open to the club for him as he walked in.

"She's in the dorm." Chibs nodded his head. I could tell he knew something. We walked to the bar as Half-handed us two beers.

"What's wrong Jackie boy?" Chibs questioned as I sighed.

"(Y/N) just told me that she was pregnant for me when she was seventeen but when she and Tara kicked her in the stomach when they had that fight it caused (Y/N) to have a miscarriage." Chibs nodded as he took a sip of his beer.

"Ah, she finally told you," Chibs said as I turned to him wide eyed.

"You knew?!" I questioned in shock. Chibs chuckled.

"Knew?! Heck, I was there when it happened! Your father bent over to help her when you took Tara outside and Donna told him that she had just found out she was pregnant. We rushed her to the hospital and your father stayed with her all night. The doctor eventually told him that the impact caused the miscarriage. When (Y/N) awoke, he told her." I sat in shock in disbelief.