Where she went (REVISED)

Chapter 11

I awoke the next morning in the dorm room to see Jax sitting on the edge of the bed.

"Hey." I said as Jax glanced back at me with a small smile.

"Good morning. How'd you sleep?" Jax questioned as he laid back on his side.

"Ehh." I said as Jax and I chuckled. "Sorry I pulled you away from Tara last night. I'm assuming she wasn't too pleased?" I questioned as Jax smiled.

"No, she wasn't but I promised you if you needed me I would be there for you." I smiled as I nodded my head. "But speaking of last night, what happened?" I sighed as I knew that this was coming sooner or later.

"Nothing happened." I said with a simple shrug of my shoulder's. Jax looked at me with a raised eyebrow.

"Really? So, I didn't come here to find you cradling yourself on the ground while you sobbed to yourself and I didn't jump off my bike to wrap you in my arms until you cried yourself to sleep? I guess I just imagined it all." Jax said sarcastically as I giggled before lifting my foot and kicking him in the shoulder.

"Shut up." I said as I giggled. Jax smiled as his face began to change to serious.

"But in all seriousness, what happened?" Jax questioned as I sighed.

"Promise you won't get mad?" I questioned as Jax stretched his hand towards me with his pinky stuck out.

"I pinky promise." Jax said as we interlocked our pinky's.

"Well, I was closing up the gate and Hale showed up. He said he wanted to talk and so we did. I brought him in the club and the next thing I knew we were in here about to have sex but..." Jax looked at me confused.

"But what?" Jax questioned as I sighed.

"But I couldn't. I had this horrible flash back of... him. I freaked out and I pushed Hale off me. He tried to comfort me but I couldn't... I needed you." I said as Jax began to stand up and walk towards me as he pulled me up and into a hug.

"And I'm here. I'll always be here." Jax said as I smiled into the hug.

"I know." I said as I breathed in his comforting scent. A knock came to the door as Opie pushed it open.

"Hey sweets, how are you feeling?" Opie said as I pulled away from Jax and walked into his embrace.

"A bit better." I said as Ope nodded his head into the hug.

"Jax, attempted to explain what happened last night but I figured I come check on you as well." I nodded my head as we pulled away.

"Well boys, I don't know about you but I'm starved. Who wants to treat their best friend to breakfast?" Jax and Opie chuckled as I smiled.

"I will." Jax said as I smiled.

"Damn right you will. Ope go call that sexy piece of ass of a wife of yours and tell her that we're going out to breakfast and she's coming." Ope chuckled as he reached for his phone and headed for the door.

"Are you sure you're okay?" Jax questioned as I smiled and nodded my head. Jax reached over and wrapped his arms around me. I felt my heart begin to skip a beat as a blush spread across my cheeks.

"Okay so, Donna said she'll be ready in 10. If you guys want to head over now?" Jax and I pulled away from our hug as his arm stayed around my shoulder.

"Sure. If that's alright with you?" Jax said as he looked down at me.

"It's alright. Just give me a minute or two to get changed." I said as the boys nodded their heads before heading for the door so I could get ready. Once, I was dressed I headed for the door and walked down the hall to see the boys sitting at the bar.