Mute And The Bully

chapter 2

It was lunch break now....I didn't have money so I decided to go out of the school .... no one was here I was so glad , finally I can have peace .

I walked towards my usual spot and sat under the tree and start to think about my life ..

This is what I do at free times..

I started to think about my dad , justin .....am I that worth less..
People think mute is some kind of disease .... I have tried to speak but I can't ... my voice or my tongue is not allowing me to form words ...

Tears trickled down my face..

Like they say ... I should go die ... maybe I don't have a future ..my dad or justin ..or anyone who has eyes on me can kill me like now ....

And If I die .... I can go to my mom ... she is the only person who loved me and understood me .... why God you took someone really important in my life .... I couldn't help but sob...

After few mins later the bell rang ... I didn't feel like going to the class .... but I had to any ways ..

I wiped my tears and slowly got up and walked towards my hellhole..

Last period .

I was at the locker keeping my books away when some paper fell off from the locker ... I got confused and I picked it up and opened it.... by reading  it I got scared and my heart rate started to quicken ....

" meet me in the ally ... If you don't , you know what's gonna happen ..

- your wrost nightmare "

I gulped ... of course it is justin ..Damn , I am gonna get beatings today .. I hope its not like yesturday ..

I started to walk right now .. because I was scared what would they do if I came late..

I hate walking through the ally ..it's scary ..

I reached ... but I didn't see justin ... well I was glad I came early ..

" look whoes here ... the schools slut ..." Justins voice rang in my ears ...

I gulped and turned around knowing what I was gonna get well I am suffering this from at the age of 10 ... abusing started when I was only 10 ...but teasing was from kindergarden

He smirked evilly at me ...

" you ready for your punishment " justin says ..

I don't get it ... what pushinshment ... I didn't do anything to him ..and why does everyone call me a slut .. when I never had a first kiss.

I didn't respond ...well I can't respond though ..

"ANSWER ME BITCH...."Justin yells angrily ... his voice echoing the area...

I shook my head no ...

Justin laughed coldly ... and other two laughs came by ..
I saw it was chaz and Ryan..

Oh great its gonna be worse today..

" well get ready for this " justin says kicking my shin... which made me fall.

And he punches my face...

I breathed heavily In pain...

" GET UP .." Justin yells at me and I tried to get up .. but kept on failing because of the pain ..

I finally got up more like limping and Justin kicked me again and I fell .... he and Ryan started to laugh and justin  started to beat me up ...

He kept on punching my stomach and I couldn't let out scream ... it came like only breaths ... my vision was getting blurry at the pain...

" GET UP YOU SLUT ! " justin yells and kicks me again ..

I gasp ...I am not gonna cry .

It hurts soo much..

" YOUR A WORTHLESS PIECE OF SHIT ... AND UGLY AND FAT ...YOU GET THAT "justin says yanking my hands making me stand .. I fell on my knees ..

" I SAID YOU GET THAT ?!? " justin yells making me nod...

I looked at chazz ... he had tears streaming down on his face ... and Ryan he had a look of guilt and Justin eyes only showed coldness and hatred towards me ...

He kicks my stomach again for the millionth time ... but this time I cough up blood ...

Making chaz gasp .... and Ryan's eyes widened in horror while justin stood there laughing .....

He kept on hitting me ..I wanted to say plz stop ..but I couldn't ..... I think I am gonna die.... I was covered in blood and bruices ... I was even throwing up blood by now...

I lay down in a curl ... scared and in pain .. and kept on gaping ..

" no one will love you ..i mean who will like you even ..look at you .." Justin says and he left with Ryan and chaz..

Chaz looks back to see me and he turns around and walk with them ... while I lay on the in pain...

Let me die plzz ..I thought and laid there for hours ..

Evening

I tried to get up ... but it was hard .... I slowly stood up ...I felt soo weak.. I took my bag with me and walked slowly ... it was dark in here ... I was scared ... I was crying by now ... everywhere hurts ... even my heart.. will someone ever love me like my mom did?...I wiped my tears and after a walk like  20 mins ..I got to my park , the place where I live..

I couldn't climb the tree house because I was weak... and gosh I didn't even eat today ... well
Tomorrow I have work .. at least I get free food........

I lay under the tree and I cover myself with my jacket which I took it to school .. and my bag is my pillow ....

I close my eyes trying to sleep ...but I couldn't .. it was cold ..

Then I sat up slowly and covered my jacket around me tightly but my body start to hurt....

Ugh I can't take this anymore..the pain and coldness.... I had tears falling again ... I hate to cry ...but that's the only thing I can let my emotion out ... by writing my dairy or crying ...I can't talk any one about my problems ......

Only my mom .... she learned the signs when she understood that I was mute ... so we would communicate by showing signs

I smiled slightly thinking about that and slowly drifted to painful sleep.

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Emotional chapter.... well that's the story ... it's gonna be emotional....I hope you guys like this chapter .... my exams are still going on and I am still making you guys read new chapters .. I will update like everyday as I can ...well plz vote and comment and follow me ....

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-R