Justin as usual beats me up like everytime he sees me ... and I end up sleeping under the tree ...
It's too much to handle .. cutting has become a habit for me ... it's addicting ..
It's hard to wake up early in the morning and taking a bath ... the fountain water Is cold as ice...
Here I am walking into the school...as usual wispers were heard ...
Then Sofia Richie the school slut came to me .. well Justin's ex girlfriend I can say ...
" oii bitch because of you ... me and Justin broke up ..." she yells at me and pushes me ...making me drop my books ..
I bend down to take my book when Sofia stamped my back with her heels ... o my God... that hurt soo much ...Sofia and her little barbies beside her started to laugh while I was struggling to breath....
Then Ryan , justin and chaz enters the school ... oh God , seriously the wrong time ... I can't breath ..
Then justin came to me smirking ... I start to shiver thinking I have to suffer the pain ...
" heyy mute " justin says others laughed pointing at me ..ohh come on every word he says have to be funny ..
I didn't show anything and that made justin angry ..
He pushes me against the wall...oh Mann ...
" I said hey mute ....DIDNT YOU HEAR...GOSH YOUR WORTHLESS ... YOU CANT TALK , BREATH OR EVEN HEAR ...WHY ARE YOU EVEN LIVING .." Justin yells angrily making me flinch... his each words stab my heart...
I looked down not knowing what to do ...then a hand grabbed my neck harshly to face justin ...
Then he punches my jaw making me fall..
I just wanna scream a lot of words at him ....
Then he walked off .
I got up and ran outside ... I didn't want to live .... I want to go to my mom ...
I ran and ran ... and went to my tree house...
I was breathing heavily ..... and I started to climb to my tree house...
I took my bag and and pulled out my blades..
I can't live anymore ... One cut for being born Two cuts for being ugly Three cuts for being worthless Five cuts for being a mute.
I total I made 11 cuts ... my vision was blurry from crying ...I just sat there looking at my own blood ...
I took some clothes and wiped my blood slowly ......
And then I fell asleep .. not unconcious...
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Next morning
I woke up and I noticed I slept like full day ... I was that tired ..I looked at my hand to see the blood cloded....
I got up and slowly went down the lader and went to the fountain ... I took some water and washed my hands...
After that I did as what I do every morning ..
Selenas outfit
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I walked to school and I took my books ... and I looked around to find justin ... But he didn't came ... I was soo relieved...and I walk towards my first class English..
We were all writing notes and I was thinking that justin nor his crew came to beat me up .... I was actually happy ...
While teaching the door opened and my hopes went down at the thought my day was good ....
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This chapter succckzz....I know it sucks and its short tooo...
