Mute And The Bully

chapter 15

Justin's pov

It's been one week since selena didn't wake up...

I haven't left the hospital since then ... Ryan and chaz bring me clothes and stuff but I won't eat .... I wanna be selenas side all the time ...

The doctors said that she's in coma ... there's a less chance of her waking up ..

There was a lot of pills in her system...that made her go in coma..

And the doctor said her breathings are running through machines...if they turn off the machines .... she will die ..

I couldn't believe this .. chaz called the police and the police arrested Jasmine , Hailey and Sofia for almost killing selena .

They deserve it..

I am sitting beside to a sleeping selena ... she looked slightly pale ... but still looked beautiful as ever...

My mom was beside me and was forcing me to eat ... but kept on rejecting ...

I wanted to feel like how selena felt ..when she dosnt eat for a week ... and the feeling is horrible ... I deserve it ...

I looked at her .. and brought her hand to my face and kissed it gently ..

" plz wake up beautiful ... I am sorry for being a huge asshole and a jerk to you ... seriously the words I said ... the things I made you to do ... everything I regret plzz wake up for me .. for us ...

There are soo Many people who love you sooo much and miss you right now ....

Plz selly wake up .." I says as I start to sob...

Then her heart beat monitor start to increase...which made me pannic..

Then my mom comes in and saw whats happening .... and ran out to call the doctor ...

" selena plz be okay ... plz be okay baby ...don't leave me .." I kept on saying ....

Then the doctors rush in and the nurses were pulling me outside ...

I kept on screaming selenas name ...

Everything went blurry ..

The next thing i saw was black
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I woke up to see my head on someone's lap...as I heard sobbing ..

I looked up to see my mom , chaz , Ryan and my dad..

They were all crying .. then it hit me.... selena !!!...

" mom ...selena ..is she alright ?!?!? " I say panicked ...

My mom rubs my back calming me down ...

" Justin .... " my mom sobs and my dad rubs her back ...

I tense thinking wrong things ..

" sweetie ... the doctor said there is only three hours to make our decision ... whether they should pull the plug or leave selena struggle through the breathing machine ..it's our choice ...in three hours we should say ...otherwise ..." my dad says .. crying..

I gasped .... to make a decision?!?! ..

I started to cry soo hardly and Ryan and chaz .. came up to me and hugged me ...

We were all crying ... I couldn't believe this ... the decision which I didn't want both to happen ... I just want my selena to wake up ..

" bro ... the doc said that if we leave selena in breathing machine ... she will never wake up .... " chaz says as he sobs ..